I am still here

Yet not myself anymore

There is no noise to cling to in my mind

Just the ending of a chaotic back and forth

Between what I am and who I am

Realizing I am whole on both sides

Without a resolution saying who’s right or wrong

#vss365 #poetry

you graced my dreams again
your second visit this week
(not that i'm counting)

and who am i
to #fight the desires
of my lonely soul?

so grace me again

#vss365
#poetry

Please, I beg you
Stop stepping on the pieces of my heart
They are already too fragile
They can’t handle this weight
It’s just too much for them

I know that once I go back home
My house will be empty
Which goes really well together with me
Because my heart is empty
And my body is empty
There’s nothing left inside
Ironically, I wish my head was also empty
But sadly no, it’s full with thoughts

I’ve lost you some months ago
I must have misplaced you
I knew you weren’t gone
And when I needed you the most
You suddenly reappeared
You’re a mess, but I don’t blame you
I’m happy to be reminded
Of my worth and what I deserve
And I won’t let you go again
I really missed you
I really missed myself