Nat 🎨
nathahniel.bsky.social
Nat 🎨
@nathahniel.bsky.social
Semi-disabled art gremlin.
I do 3D modeling and illustration, with a bit of sewing here and there.
(I like editing VRChat avatars, & drafting plush patterns rn a lot. Comms open for those.)
Existing sucks. 2/10 | Failure of a human being -8/10 | USA -10/10
Brb gotta show my local Tenna enjoyer
November 14, 2025 at 4:25 AM
BRUHHHHHH PEAK FIANCÉ COSPLAY SETUP OH MY GOD.
November 14, 2025 at 4:23 AM
These are just new bodies for the existing head
November 8, 2025 at 10:36 PM
EYUP.
Just cut out the pattern, time to trace onto fabric.
November 2, 2025 at 1:07 AM
TRAGIC.
I'm suffering with grounders and world constraints. 🤣
I'm figure out something eventually I'm sure just by asking around or trying that spider rig setup from the discord for spider avatars!
October 24, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Here's an earlier build (v3 or v4) I adjusted the leg angles for better stability, and the thickness of the shoulder so that wall isnt SO think it leaves a hole LOL.
October 22, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Illustration burnout has been absolutely BRUTAL.
I feel like I'm scheduled for a mid-life crisis soon LOL.

I miss FFXIV. MAN.
October 13, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Waiting for the day all of this weirdness pays off & I find a cool doctor or program that will change my life in a way other than
"Here's a bill for Thing thats 33-50% of your income Also ur car tires blew ur AC broke & landlord says the lights flicker bc u use too many lamps (it was not the lamps)"
October 10, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Also can't file last year's taxes bc Im missing the stupid number & dont have enough forms of ID to request it online, but never got it in the mail despite calling/requesting it and forgot until yesterday.

I am cursed IMO, but the SO is even more of LITERAL HELL-tier cursed even WORSE. 💀
October 10, 2025 at 7:23 PM
Other than my man with the bills doesn't qualify for (govt) assistance because $2000/mo income is too high of an income for help.
Might qualify if he had "proof" of his issues. But $$$. The usual cycle.

So I guess I look into local stuff, & foot the bills playing medical Jenga in the meantime xD
October 10, 2025 at 7:23 PM
BUT I am always financial+medical-relatedly cursed to fall through weird cracks or whatever
Extreme bad luck all around

And/or it's probably just bc I'm so unfamiliar with hospital/medical stuff. Last time I had any form of access to healthcare(?) I was 11.
So I genuinely don't know much 🤔
October 10, 2025 at 7:23 PM
thought it was to count towards this one after it didn't count towards the reschedule of the missed one
Have to go transaction hunting.

Maybe I just lose the whole amount because he missed the appointment. IDK.
The bar for me is in hell so I would not doubt that w my luck. xD
October 10, 2025 at 7:23 PM
That number just took him to billing "pay $100 less per month for a longer period of time"
Tried explaining but thats all they said iirc
Also I MAY apparently have $200-300 in their billing void for prepaying a GI appt he missed by 10 mins bc their garage & hospital layout was insane & he unprepared
October 10, 2025 at 7:23 PM
Their "charity care" was just the guy on the phone lowering the amount I pay each month still paying the same $4k-6k total as before, lower just longer. ☹️
October 10, 2025 at 6:43 PM