Nat
nataiis.bsky.social
Nat
@nataiis.bsky.social
English diary
You say what I should think
Order me how to feel
Ask to be polite and to be honest at one time
You give me the choice
But there is only one right answer
My life id not a test
It is just to-do list created by you
Covered with the name of care
June 4, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I'm still alive
June 4, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Anxiety is
showing middle finger to invisible cameras (you know it doesn't exist actually)

It's being afraid when someone learns about your hobbies

It's counting your money to be sure you have enough to run away in any time

It is never writing what you are really thinking or planning in diary
March 8, 2025 at 9:09 PM
I'm still standing
February 25, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I don't know what rhyme is
February 22, 2025 at 5:51 PM
Please don't cry
Give me your pain
I don't know what to say
But I hope you feel that l'm here
February 22, 2025 at 5:47 PM
I got new obsession
February 21, 2025 at 8:28 PM
Sick of sweet
I just wanna live
Like brightest star in the sky
But can only burn
like mereor in the atmosphere
February 9, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Wanna black hair
February 9, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I 'm not sure if it was right
I just hope I won't regret
February 1, 2025 at 6:30 PM
I make plans every day
So don't believe me, okay?
I don't feel comfortable if someone know everything about me
Lies have already become a habit
You will find out what I'm going to do only when it will be too late to stop me
February 1, 2025 at 6:23 PM
Someday I will become the best version of myself. But not today
January 30, 2025 at 9:59 PM
And I didn't anything again
January 29, 2025 at 9:45 PM
Training - done
January 29, 2025 at 8:59 PM
When I have time, I wanna learn how to make card tricks

Maybe next year?
January 29, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Training +- done

5 variants for night - of course I can do it (not really)
January 28, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Seems like I won't sleep tonight
January 28, 2025 at 6:50 PM
27.01
Mood was not very good. Absolutely not productive day but... at least I didn't skip classes. Have to work hard because will write olympiad on Sunday - and I'm not ready at all.
Trying to start routine : do exercise, learn, not just reading something random on phone

I'm really afraid
January 27, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Starting to keep a diary to practice english
January 27, 2025 at 10:01 PM
Hi, there. For some reason everyone started actively talking about bs, so now I'm here xd
October 18, 2024 at 2:03 PM