и с белыми волосами. #pegging

I hate myself

I'll probably delete all these posts later, but right now I'm hysterical.
Why did I ever think we could get along?... I should have just killed myself if I wanted to text anyone

How am I supposed to make friends if people are afraid of me?
I love winter, I love snow, I love crying. I must really love crying if I thought I had any chance.

So I scared a person when I tried to talk to them... Great start, just perfect. I won't write to anyone again. I'd rather die alone. I don't want to scare anyone...

How normal is it to Google how to start a conversation with people?

Okay... maybe not a little, but a lot. I really miss talking to people. At the same time, I'm embarrassed to write to anyone.

Every time I find you on a new platform, my heart skips a beat as I look through your works and fall in love with you all over again, 🌹,