Naitar
naitar.bsky.social
Naitar
@naitar.bsky.social
Im dead. Or am i?
out of bounds in the season of the two embers map
September 13, 2025 at 10:16 AM
where am i?
September 13, 2025 at 10:12 AM
been playing sky: children of light
September 13, 2025 at 10:10 AM
still alive
August 11, 2025 at 5:11 PM
im about to faint
but if i sleep, this nightmare repeats
and
ill wake up again before falling a sleep
July 29, 2025 at 7:47 PM
"yo what are you upto?"

"nothing, just thinking about how the Internet is basically a market where you buy stuff with internet currency and sometimes with outside currency

you buy content with likes and watching ads are just converting your time into cash"

#showerthought
July 25, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Imagine going to school from 7 am till 8 pm, and then coming home in traffic, reaching home at 9 pm. after taking a shower and eating dinner, its now 10 pm, you have to sleep to go to school the next morning and repeat.

oh wait that's what I'm doing
July 20, 2025 at 7:11 PM
some call life a privilege

i call life my agony

some call living a benefit

i call living my misery

some say life is beautiful

i say they are blind

they say life is ugly

i say they are blind
July 12, 2025 at 11:55 AM
you cant choose your family
you cant choose who stays as family

you cant choose your friends
you can choose who stays as your friend
July 8, 2025 at 11:27 AM
im trying nny
(no nut year, yes i just made it up) because i thought help with me get my shit together, but im going mad
im losing it, im a few weeks in and its unbearable

my insomnia is getting worse too
i thought i would be more motivated if i stopped doing it
July 7, 2025 at 10:39 PM
i just found out there's something called apathy
no persian word for it but atleast now i know how i feel in english
July 7, 2025 at 10:34 PM
im tired of all this romance everywhere i look.
in books, animes, movies, cartoons, social networks

i dont have that shit, stop shoving it in my face

i was reading a book, there were no female characters close enough to the mc so i thought i was safe, the mc started hitting on a MAN.
IM TIRED
July 7, 2025 at 10:29 PM
its decided im living
June 29, 2025 at 6:05 PM
im slowly understanding the people that just ruin their lives by doing something obviously stupid

im starting to want to do the same
to just ruin it to the point there will be no hope of going back
to the point i will just give up
and maybe then i will decide whether to live or die
June 26, 2025 at 9:25 PM
i want my brain to shut off, just turn off

but im afraid of the silence it brings

now im stuck with the sounds,
in my uncomfortable comfort
June 26, 2025 at 9:21 PM
drugs or alcohol... shame i cant overdose on them

i would get whipped to death before dying to overdose of drugs

what am i even saying
June 26, 2025 at 9:18 PM
i always wondered why people drink untill they pass out
i thought it was idiotic
now... i just want to drink untill i cant wake up
not tommorow
not ever
but drinking is illegal in my country and im underage sooo
...
June 26, 2025 at 9:03 PM
its a... peaceful night
but it feels like it shouldnt be
June 26, 2025 at 8:59 PM
dear diary, my window is open, I can hear the sounds outside, it sounds like a family is having an argument
I can also hear Squeaking from the bugs... its a lively night
June 26, 2025 at 8:58 PM
i dont know what I want
June 26, 2025 at 8:54 PM
i dont want to sleep
but I don't want to do anything else either
nor do I want to do nothing
June 26, 2025 at 8:54 PM
dear diary... it's 12:22am i like the way it has 3 2s
im feeling empty
June 26, 2025 at 8:53 PM
i wish those bombs had killed me
June 26, 2025 at 3:28 PM
dear diary, is dying painful?
how long do you think it hurts for
i have heard that getting your head cut off will still keep your consciousness for 25 seconds after
i dont want to know what that feels like
June 26, 2025 at 3:26 PM
dear diary, crying doesnt help anymore
i cant scream, they will hear me
i want to break something but i dont want to break anything
June 26, 2025 at 3:25 PM