My deepest desire is to be more sexually active and attempt to convince my spouse on more spicy encounters. I feel like a repressed deviant even though I'm married.

I would love for my spouse and I to enjoy the experiences with someone else. I imagine it being awkward at first, but eventually going forward and with me being confident in satisfying both my spouse and our "new friend."

I find myself attracted to some of their friends, however they are very down to earth people. Highly unlikely they would ever be interested in anything other than platonic. I would never seek to cheat on my spouse, but I crave new experiences.