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mushy mushy • human shaped • poly enm • under 20 dni
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i think i will treat this acc as a private one, being a bit more unfiltered and unrestrained about what i post. that being said, there will potentially be some more personal and maybe even nsfw stuff i talk about and maybe even post too. idk, i guess consider this as a forewarning
this year will be make or break for me. i’m counting on it.
January 3, 2026 at 2:06 AM
i have been practicing a sort of vulnerability and exposure thing by commenting under posts more, from people i know to complete strangers’ posts on my tl. it’s freeing. it feels peaceful, like i’m reaching out. even if i don’t get a response it’s like i can feel the wind still talking to me.
November 21, 2025 at 3:29 AM
i need to ugly cry until i genuinely fucking throw up. emotionally reset so hard it affects me physically. i need this feeling to literally get out of me.
November 18, 2025 at 12:06 PM
i wore press ons for about a week and took them off last night. this is the longest my natural nails have ever been. i hope i can continue letting them grow. honestly? i don’t hate it and for me this makes me feel ‘tastefully masculine’.
November 11, 2025 at 2:12 PM
i do not know if it was a good one. i will try again.
November 6, 2025 at 1:50 PM
November 1, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Weird Boy
open.spotify.com
October 17, 2025 at 10:45 AM
was feeling super indulgent and like i needed a pick me up so i got a carrot cake all for myself ٩( 'ω' )و
October 3, 2025 at 12:45 PM
open.spotify.com/playlist/1Ev...
updated my absolute favs playlist, which is full of songs that have stuck in my brain at some point and still are
October 1, 2025 at 7:12 AM
it’s october. i hope it it a good one.
a pixel art of a frog standing on a ledge overlooking a body of water
ALT: a pixel art of a frog standing on a ledge overlooking a body of water
media.tenor.com
October 1, 2025 at 7:04 AM
feeling a little overwhelmed
September 29, 2025 at 9:09 AM
i started to shamelessly listen to the beat les again idc anymore i'm sick of pretending they're dogshit. it's mostly nostalgia since i grew up with it, but there are genuinely so many songs i enjoy and lowkey miss
September 29, 2025 at 8:45 AM
August 19, 2025 at 7:57 PM
i’ve come to the conclusion that as much as i love long nails i don’t think i could actually do them long term it literally hurts my hands whenever i’m trying to use my keyboard at times
July 4, 2025 at 3:22 PM
this is contributing to my period bc i’m no longer on birth control so i’m experiencing Everything as it is at its rawest and i literally feel like i’m being treated like i’m being so dramatic for it i should just kill myself
literally rocking back n forth i’m so fucking insane rn i hate being unmedicated everything feels like like everything and it’s too much everything is loud and big and i’m feeling it too much holy fuck
June 12, 2025 at 6:57 PM
first actual period since stopping birth control i might actually go crazy i feel like dying and i feel so judged and like i’m being so dramatic i literally wanna die right now actual fucking tears down my face as i’m typing this
June 12, 2025 at 6:54 PM
literally no one else in the house but me has mosquito bites it’s hard being this tasty
June 9, 2025 at 11:11 PM
just fucking ugly cried for one of the season finales of house i’m so fucking distraught my stomach hurts
June 6, 2025 at 10:18 AM
my goofy ass listening to classic r&b while playing dark est dungeon smh
June 2, 2025 at 10:17 AM
took off my press ons since one nail won’t stay on so took them all off, hopefully i don’t pick on my actual nails as much and let them grow. it’s something i’ve been heavily self conscious about and generally a bad habit, would be nice if they grew out instead of always needing press ons
May 30, 2025 at 9:47 AM
all weekend i experienced some crazy highs and now i’m experiencing crazy fucking lows
May 27, 2025 at 1:42 AM
i wish i was a better friend
May 22, 2025 at 10:15 AM
literally rocking back n forth i’m so fucking insane rn i hate being unmedicated everything feels like like everything and it’s too much everything is loud and big and i’m feeling it too much holy fuck
May 22, 2025 at 12:08 AM
sleep schedule so fucked up i thought i still had two days to clean until people come over
May 20, 2025 at 10:54 AM
my old glasses, that i’m wearing bc my newer ones split in half, broke

i can still wear it but it’s gonna be wonky and shit
May 18, 2025 at 7:42 PM