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mushy mushy • human shaped • poly enm • under 20 dni
mushy mushy • human shaped • poly enm • under 20 dni
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@n8sie.bsky.social
· Dec 7
i think i will treat this acc as a private one, being a bit more unfiltered and unrestrained about what i post. that being said, there will potentially be some more personal and maybe even nsfw stuff i talk about and maybe even post too. idk, i guess consider this as a forewarning
this year will be make or break for me. i’m counting on it.
January 3, 2026 at 2:06 AM
this year will be make or break for me. i’m counting on it.
i have been practicing a sort of vulnerability and exposure thing by commenting under posts more, from people i know to complete strangers’ posts on my tl. it’s freeing. it feels peaceful, like i’m reaching out. even if i don’t get a response it’s like i can feel the wind still talking to me.
November 21, 2025 at 3:29 AM
i have been practicing a sort of vulnerability and exposure thing by commenting under posts more, from people i know to complete strangers’ posts on my tl. it’s freeing. it feels peaceful, like i’m reaching out. even if i don’t get a response it’s like i can feel the wind still talking to me.
i need to ugly cry until i genuinely fucking throw up. emotionally reset so hard it affects me physically. i need this feeling to literally get out of me.
November 18, 2025 at 12:06 PM
i need to ugly cry until i genuinely fucking throw up. emotionally reset so hard it affects me physically. i need this feeling to literally get out of me.
i wore press ons for about a week and took them off last night. this is the longest my natural nails have ever been. i hope i can continue letting them grow. honestly? i don’t hate it and for me this makes me feel ‘tastefully masculine’.
November 11, 2025 at 2:12 PM
i wore press ons for about a week and took them off last night. this is the longest my natural nails have ever been. i hope i can continue letting them grow. honestly? i don’t hate it and for me this makes me feel ‘tastefully masculine’.
i do not know if it was a good one. i will try again.
November 6, 2025 at 1:50 PM
i do not know if it was a good one. i will try again.
Weird Boy
open.spotify.com
October 17, 2025 at 10:45 AM
was feeling super indulgent and like i needed a pick me up so i got a carrot cake all for myself ٩( 'ω' )و
October 3, 2025 at 12:45 PM
was feeling super indulgent and like i needed a pick me up so i got a carrot cake all for myself ٩( 'ω' )و
open.spotify.com/playlist/1Ev...
updated my absolute favs playlist, which is full of songs that have stuck in my brain at some point and still are
updated my absolute favs playlist, which is full of songs that have stuck in my brain at some point and still are
October 1, 2025 at 7:12 AM
open.spotify.com/playlist/1Ev...
updated my absolute favs playlist, which is full of songs that have stuck in my brain at some point and still are
updated my absolute favs playlist, which is full of songs that have stuck in my brain at some point and still are
it’s october. i hope it it a good one.
a pixel art of a frog standing on a ledge overlooking a body of water
ALT: a pixel art of a frog standing on a ledge overlooking a body of water
media.tenor.com
October 1, 2025 at 7:04 AM
it’s october. i hope it it a good one.
feeling a little overwhelmed
September 29, 2025 at 9:09 AM
feeling a little overwhelmed
i started to shamelessly listen to the beat les again idc anymore i'm sick of pretending they're dogshit. it's mostly nostalgia since i grew up with it, but there are genuinely so many songs i enjoy and lowkey miss
September 29, 2025 at 8:45 AM
i started to shamelessly listen to the beat les again idc anymore i'm sick of pretending they're dogshit. it's mostly nostalgia since i grew up with it, but there are genuinely so many songs i enjoy and lowkey miss
i’ve come to the conclusion that as much as i love long nails i don’t think i could actually do them long term it literally hurts my hands whenever i’m trying to use my keyboard at times
July 4, 2025 at 3:22 PM
i’ve come to the conclusion that as much as i love long nails i don’t think i could actually do them long term it literally hurts my hands whenever i’m trying to use my keyboard at times
this is contributing to my period bc i’m no longer on birth control so i’m experiencing Everything as it is at its rawest and i literally feel like i’m being treated like i’m being so dramatic for it i should just kill myself
literally rocking back n forth i’m so fucking insane rn i hate being unmedicated everything feels like like everything and it’s too much everything is loud and big and i’m feeling it too much holy fuck
June 12, 2025 at 6:57 PM
this is contributing to my period bc i’m no longer on birth control so i’m experiencing Everything as it is at its rawest and i literally feel like i’m being treated like i’m being so dramatic for it i should just kill myself
first actual period since stopping birth control i might actually go crazy i feel like dying and i feel so judged and like i’m being so dramatic i literally wanna die right now actual fucking tears down my face as i’m typing this
June 12, 2025 at 6:54 PM
first actual period since stopping birth control i might actually go crazy i feel like dying and i feel so judged and like i’m being so dramatic i literally wanna die right now actual fucking tears down my face as i’m typing this
literally no one else in the house but me has mosquito bites it’s hard being this tasty
June 9, 2025 at 11:11 PM
literally no one else in the house but me has mosquito bites it’s hard being this tasty
just fucking ugly cried for one of the season finales of house i’m so fucking distraught my stomach hurts
June 6, 2025 at 10:18 AM
just fucking ugly cried for one of the season finales of house i’m so fucking distraught my stomach hurts
my goofy ass listening to classic r&b while playing dark est dungeon smh
June 2, 2025 at 10:17 AM
my goofy ass listening to classic r&b while playing dark est dungeon smh
took off my press ons since one nail won’t stay on so took them all off, hopefully i don’t pick on my actual nails as much and let them grow. it’s something i’ve been heavily self conscious about and generally a bad habit, would be nice if they grew out instead of always needing press ons
May 30, 2025 at 9:47 AM
took off my press ons since one nail won’t stay on so took them all off, hopefully i don’t pick on my actual nails as much and let them grow. it’s something i’ve been heavily self conscious about and generally a bad habit, would be nice if they grew out instead of always needing press ons
all weekend i experienced some crazy highs and now i’m experiencing crazy fucking lows
May 27, 2025 at 1:42 AM
all weekend i experienced some crazy highs and now i’m experiencing crazy fucking lows
i wish i was a better friend
May 22, 2025 at 10:15 AM
i wish i was a better friend
literally rocking back n forth i’m so fucking insane rn i hate being unmedicated everything feels like like everything and it’s too much everything is loud and big and i’m feeling it too much holy fuck
May 22, 2025 at 12:08 AM
literally rocking back n forth i’m so fucking insane rn i hate being unmedicated everything feels like like everything and it’s too much everything is loud and big and i’m feeling it too much holy fuck
sleep schedule so fucked up i thought i still had two days to clean until people come over
May 20, 2025 at 10:54 AM
sleep schedule so fucked up i thought i still had two days to clean until people come over
my old glasses, that i’m wearing bc my newer ones split in half, broke
i can still wear it but it’s gonna be wonky and shit
i can still wear it but it’s gonna be wonky and shit
May 18, 2025 at 7:42 PM
my old glasses, that i’m wearing bc my newer ones split in half, broke
i can still wear it but it’s gonna be wonky and shit
i can still wear it but it’s gonna be wonky and shit