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⠀⠀”you must have it all.”⠀they say, but they don’t know that nothing at all belongs to me.
⠀⠀a heart is a heavy burden.
June 29, 2025 at 11:45 PM
⠀⠀a heart is a heavy burden.
⠀⠀oh. ⠀i am so lonely.
June 2, 2025 at 5:49 AM
⠀⠀oh. ⠀i am so lonely.
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⠀replace me with someone easier .
May 7, 2025 at 4:25 AM
⠀replace me with someone easier .
⠀⠀what is eternal bliss without what made you alive?
January 23, 2025 at 6:30 PM
⠀⠀what is eternal bliss without what made you alive?
⠀⠀”you must have it all.”⠀they say, but they don’t know that nothing at all belongs to me.
January 23, 2025 at 8:33 AM
⠀⠀”you must have it all.”⠀they say, but they don’t know that nothing at all belongs to me.
⠀⠀i see everything, i feel everything. ⠀and it’s so beautiful, it’s so alive; feeling the universe in tangent with itself is a luxury no one knows. ⠀but it’s also too much, too painful, too vast. ⠀and they say i am blessed, that i am lucky? ⠀
January 23, 2025 at 8:32 AM
⠀⠀i see everything, i feel everything. ⠀and it’s so beautiful, it’s so alive; feeling the universe in tangent with itself is a luxury no one knows. ⠀but it’s also too much, too painful, too vast. ⠀and they say i am blessed, that i am lucky? ⠀
⠀⠀”be a memory, be a moment in time..”⠀easy for you to say, you don’t feel everything nearly as much as i do.
January 23, 2025 at 7:25 AM
⠀⠀”be a memory, be a moment in time..”⠀easy for you to say, you don’t feel everything nearly as much as i do.
⠀⠀what am i to do? ⠀i am suffocating in my own sorrow, and it only makes me more bitter with each passing day.
January 13, 2025 at 10:46 AM
⠀⠀what am i to do? ⠀i am suffocating in my own sorrow, and it only makes me more bitter with each passing day.
⠀⠀the hand that holds my heart forces it to beat a rhythm that is not in tune with what is felt within my soul. ⠀⠀therefore— my hands do not shake in fear, there are no tears to shed, and my lip remains curled in a snarl.
January 13, 2025 at 10:27 AM
⠀⠀the hand that holds my heart forces it to beat a rhythm that is not in tune with what is felt within my soul. ⠀⠀therefore— my hands do not shake in fear, there are no tears to shed, and my lip remains curled in a snarl.
⠀⠀i should have taken more photos of when i had you.
January 13, 2025 at 10:14 AM
⠀⠀i should have taken more photos of when i had you.
⠀⠀scared of myself more than anything, hoping no one would ever share that fear. ⠀never had anyone not see me for the monster I was, never had anyone not know the worst of it and not apply it still. ⠀⠀never had anyone at all. ⠀
January 5, 2025 at 7:37 PM
⠀⠀scared of myself more than anything, hoping no one would ever share that fear. ⠀never had anyone not see me for the monster I was, never had anyone not know the worst of it and not apply it still. ⠀⠀never had anyone at all. ⠀
⠀⠀my cold lips against you, entangled in a mass of never ending bare skin. ⠀my cold lips against you, your skin warm and thrumming with life. ⠀my cold lips against you, and just maybe, you don’t flinch away.
January 5, 2025 at 9:17 AM
⠀⠀my cold lips against you, entangled in a mass of never ending bare skin. ⠀my cold lips against you, your skin warm and thrumming with life. ⠀my cold lips against you, and just maybe, you don’t flinch away.
⠀⠀oh faceless lover, i yearn for you so. ⠀are you in my dreams? ⠀a made up juxtaposition of faces i’ve seen. ⠀⠀oh, are you there? ⠀won’t you seek me out?
January 5, 2025 at 6:00 AM
⠀⠀oh faceless lover, i yearn for you so. ⠀are you in my dreams? ⠀a made up juxtaposition of faces i’ve seen. ⠀⠀oh, are you there? ⠀won’t you seek me out?
⠀⠀don’t pretend to give a shit.
January 5, 2025 at 2:42 AM
⠀⠀don’t pretend to give a shit.
⠀⠀i wish to be kind, and i wish to be helpful. ⠀if at the expense of myself, of my nature, then so it shall be.
January 4, 2025 at 9:12 AM
⠀⠀i wish to be kind, and i wish to be helpful. ⠀if at the expense of myself, of my nature, then so it shall be.
⠀⠀oh and would they love me still? ⠀if they knew they perceive me the way i hope they do, the way i make myself out to be. ⠀if they knew i write in scripture of their good deeds and ethereal divinity, the way they are seen by me.
January 4, 2025 at 9:09 AM
⠀⠀oh and would they love me still? ⠀if they knew they perceive me the way i hope they do, the way i make myself out to be. ⠀if they knew i write in scripture of their good deeds and ethereal divinity, the way they are seen by me.
⠀⠀oh, a muse. ⠀the world is my muse, i paint it true to it’s essence and beauty, and hope others see it as i. ⠀oh, a muse. ⠀to be mused just the same, and hope someone would understand that which is me.
January 4, 2025 at 8:52 AM
⠀⠀oh, a muse. ⠀the world is my muse, i paint it true to it’s essence and beauty, and hope others see it as i. ⠀oh, a muse. ⠀to be mused just the same, and hope someone would understand that which is me.
⠀⠀guilt will grip you like a vice, and pull until it rips something from you — your limbs, your hope, your humanity, your voice. ⠀‘till you’re nothing but a husk of what was, and nothing but the shame that is.
January 4, 2025 at 8:46 AM
⠀⠀guilt will grip you like a vice, and pull until it rips something from you — your limbs, your hope, your humanity, your voice. ⠀‘till you’re nothing but a husk of what was, and nothing but the shame that is.
⠀⠀was i always this angry? - shi.
December 30, 2024 at 8:09 PM
⠀⠀was i always this angry? - shi.
⠀⠀every word you say aims for the heart, but i can’t help but think i adore you. ⠀you call me stupid, and dumb, but i think — it was worth it, just so i could hear you laugh. - n.u.
December 28, 2024 at 2:57 PM
⠀⠀every word you say aims for the heart, but i can’t help but think i adore you. ⠀you call me stupid, and dumb, but i think — it was worth it, just so i could hear you laugh. - n.u.
⠀⠀i just want to be okay. ⠀i just want to feel safe. ⠀i want to feel understood. ⠀why can’t they hear me? — n.u.
December 27, 2024 at 9:08 AM
⠀⠀i just want to be okay. ⠀i just want to feel safe. ⠀i want to feel understood. ⠀why can’t they hear me? — n.u.
⠀⠀i just want to be seen. ⠀i will happily make a fool of myself just for you to point at me and call me stupid. — n.u.
December 27, 2024 at 4:32 AM
⠀⠀i just want to be seen. ⠀i will happily make a fool of myself just for you to point at me and call me stupid. — n.u.
⠀⠀the temptation of loneliness is ever evident, i am fortunate to know i would never be desperate enough to seek Asmodeus himself.
December 27, 2024 at 2:06 AM
⠀⠀the temptation of loneliness is ever evident, i am fortunate to know i would never be desperate enough to seek Asmodeus himself.
⠀⠀i just wish to rest my eyes.
December 26, 2024 at 9:55 PM
⠀⠀i just wish to rest my eyes.
⠀⠀i have made myself and my home safe for other people, but i have no safe place. ⠀i’ve resulted to carving out space for myself in my own bone marrow, a space i will ultimately give up.
December 26, 2024 at 9:32 AM
⠀⠀i have made myself and my home safe for other people, but i have no safe place. ⠀i’ve resulted to carving out space for myself in my own bone marrow, a space i will ultimately give up.