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FUCK YXOU AND YXOUR DICKFUCK "CLXOWN DYNAMICS"

/// what does that say about me?

/// I got both, and i got the Karkat plush which nearly avoided getting burned in a house fire cus it arrived after my house did that

I dxont wanna keep hearing what I cxould be
I get it, the pxoint is that I'm nxot that
I dxon't think I'll ever be...
Paradxox space itself prxobably fxorgxot abxout me

I am trying to just be exactly like them, but... I dxon't want to be
Despite everything... are we really the same persxon? I dxon't think I cxould ever truly be them, even if the stars aligned...
I'm nxout happy as a bxoy...
I dxon't think I am, at least...

Wxould it really have made that much of a difference if I started taking hrt way befxore the sessixon?
It wouldn't have
I cxouldn't rise up txo be the ruler of my pexople
I wxouldn't have had the ability txo fight against their unhxoly dxominance
Unlike him, I was, am, and always will be a failure

I was... apart xof the failed timeline, a dxoxomed sessixon
If Cxohzee left me there I wxouldn't have even be able txo think abxout this kind of stuff
Because I'd be dead, alxone, and I have ultimately failed everyxone
Was I trying to pin all of that... on the fact I was a cis girl?

My better half was... I guess I just wanted txo be like them
I had to live xout the same stxory they had txo be as great as them
txo live up to the expectatixons I never cxould reach
He did thxough
His classpect even reflected that
"Lxord"...
They even cxonquered vxoid itself...
but what abxout me?

Even then I feel all these emxotixons are just me cxomplaining txo a wall
Was xonce txold pages kinda... lied abxout having their aspect in sxome cases... is this really me just overcxomplicating myself and thinking I may be sxomething I'm nxot?
Am I even a bxoy, in that case?

/// Love the art, a LOT, buuuuut doesn't that say yebo?-

Wdym canxon? I may nxot be them but... I'm still here-

This was prxobably a mistake
All xof it