I'm so excited for every coming day and a future I feel like I can literally see (another new and wild feeling).

Each day feels exciting and new, but also comfortable and familiar. They bring out the best in me. Every day I'm in awe of just how good things feel. They've changed everything I thought I knew about relationships, for the best. I wish the situation were better, but it's a journey I'm happy to do.

Never knew I could be this happy 🥰

Trying to get my commissions going again but struggling with a mountain of doubt. Hhhmnngh. I wanna draw cool things for people!

I've always settled. Because I thought it was as good as it would get. As good as I deserved. I was happy, but there was a lot missing. The glimpses of what I thought were a happy life were incomplete, and I didn't see the red flags that are so clear now.

Now, its different. Bright and clear pictures. And I mean this as literally as I can, which is a wild thing to experience.
I feel seen, heard, valued, appreciated, loved, wanted, needed.
Not an easy journey ahead, but worth every bit of effort.
In one aspect now, I'm where I'm meant to be.