There’s so much irony in men saying women are easy…

A woman can walk down the street and initiate connection with ANY MAN she chooses, and unless he’s gay, he will take his chance to get some.

That’s the power of being a woman - we choose.

Maybe we start calling men easy.
Seems more accurate.

I never thought this would be the ending of our story..
The bliss was short lived.
The birds no longer sing.

The gentle silence as the snow falls was once peaceful stillness in your presence.

But now? Now it’s nothing but emptiness, sorrow, and regret.

I realized I’ve been disassociating for who knows how long..

I’ve put myself into overdrive and now that I have the opportunity for stillness, I chose to dive deep into mind body separation.

I’ve been here before.
I know what it takes to ground again.
I just don’t know that I want to yet.

If you follow astrology, you know Nov 19 is a significant shift of energy as Pluto moves from Capricorn to Aquarius.

Nov 19 is also my birthday.

It seems important to note the timing of this transit, and I’m excited to see how this it plays out for the next 19yrs. I’m ready for this change.

There comes a time when the fog is too dense to see the path forward, the sound of other people’s opinion becomes to loud + even the beat of your own heart won’t drown it out.

When that time comes, find stillness. find breath.

For, when you truly find your center, the fog will clear with ease.

Even the sky turns grey when there’s need for change

It can be scary to put yourself out there to be heard, but what’s most terrifying is being seen.

To be seen with flaws, failures, and everything in between.

My past successes seem so far from the person I’ve become today.

That version of me no longer exists. I couldn’t revive her if I tried.

Just a woman with deep thoughts, big emotions, and a need for an outlet.

Welcome to My Dearest Diary 🖤