Pretty and taboo, young but growing, talented but still shapeable. Did he even know he was choosing a little looking glass to stroke? Did he do it on purpose or was the longing for companionship so severe...

Somewhere between a vampire out of touch with emotions long since past and a father estranged from his son, but sexier because Yanqing is not his by blood, but just, seemingly, because he wanted him.

Instead, it's just attractive to him to watch the younger boy break records and make a name for himself, nostalgic and pleasing to be on the other end of this relationship. Soothing almost to navigate the same steps but with no fear and no uncertainty because this time he says how high to jump