Stay sweet, my honeybees. 🐝💙

I've been delaying making this thread for about a month, but I'm... out of time. Streaming for the few who would watch has been an honor I would do all over again if I could. The friends I've made are ones I'd cherish forever.

I love you guys.

Thank you for tuning in. And, until we meet again...

As for my streaming... suffice to say, during this difficult time where I likely will be homeless for the foreseeable future- I will be on an Indefinite hiatus.

...Admittedly, I don't know if I even will come back. For a whole slew of other reasons.

...This isn't me asking for sympathy, pity, whatever. I've gotten enough of that in the last few months. Everyone gives what they can, and just...move on. I don't blame them. It's hard to watch someone you care about simply vanish through the cracks.

I got dropped by my therapist, by my doctors, and just about everyone. I have...maybe a month of my antidepressant left- which even a day without causes severe withdrawal issues. And, now, as of September 20th, we have about two days before the utilities go out.

One rejection, turned into two, turned into four. Not even the supposed "low-income housing" in the place we're looking at want anything to do with me, for reasons they refuse to specify but have suspicions leading back to my poor credit score (another consequence of those poor financial decisions)

"Ren, that's not so serious!" IT... gets worse. Me and Fox have been spending the entire summer applying to apartments, putting out job applications (she has, anyway) while I've been trying to organize everything and keep myself from falling apart in the process.

For anyone who doesn't know- I've had the passing of a family member back at the end of June. Of course, that wasn't bad enough- but due to some poor financial decisions he had made, it meant we can't stay in my childhood home. I... have to move for the first time.

-But for now this is all I've got.

Stay sweet honeybees. Tell people you love them, before it's too late. 🩵🐝

That is to say, I don't know when I'll be able to come back to streaming. We'll be moving very soon, as well, and that's going to take time and energy and just...
...I don't know.

I'm sorry to my honeybees. But I hope yall can understand why I've been absent.
I'll still be doing collabs-

And... as the only one aside from Fox at the home, it leaves a lot of the aftermath in my hands. Something that I WISH was simple.

Suffice to say, I've been busy. Sorting out assets, closing accounts, planning the next steps forward... slowly.

... I don't know when I'll be back.

This ontop of a lot of other financial problems coming up lately has me wanting to affect the local trout population (/ref) sooo I've been. Extremely busy per usual.
I do hope to come back to streaming soon!!! I'm just... really tired right now lately.
I hope yall understand. Stay sweet. 🐝