pls ignore 🧍♂️
by the time i get alone time to draw mtoo tired to do anythin other than flop in bed..
in a perpetual loop of 'ill draw tomorrow'
but then i get kidnapped and am busy all day til mtoo tired again
o(--<
by the time i get alone time to draw mtoo tired to do anythin other than flop in bed..
in a perpetual loop of 'ill draw tomorrow'
but then i get kidnapped and am busy all day til mtoo tired again
o(--<
idk what it is bout that track but it jus make mbrain happy for some reason
literally like
the only thing to get me to physically move cuz i dont rly like..
dance
at all pfF
idk what it is bout that track but it jus make mbrain happy for some reason
literally like
the only thing to get me to physically move cuz i dont rly like..
dance
at all pfF
the idea / concept of tryin to change mstyle some
cuz i feel like id get imposter syndrome rly bad
and feel fake as hell for tryin to change stuff now..
idk
the idea / concept of tryin to change mstyle some
cuz i feel like id get imposter syndrome rly bad
and feel fake as hell for tryin to change stuff now..
idk
i need chars i can hyperfixate on and draw a bunch like i used to 😔
i need chars i can hyperfixate on and draw a bunch like i used to 😔
jus one of those nights / mornins
theyve been way more frequent lately
not even nights / mornins
jus in general i guess
mgrowin more and more tired of existin
more than the usual amount of tired
jus one of those nights / mornins
theyve been way more frequent lately
not even nights / mornins
jus in general i guess
mgrowin more and more tired of existin
more than the usual amount of tired
unfortunately it doesnt snow here
o well..
unfortunately it doesnt snow here
o well..
hrghhh
been soo preoccupied / busy tryin hang with everyone..
hrghhh
been soo preoccupied / busy tryin hang with everyone..
ughh
ughh
generally mcontent with jus makin min wage or a lil over min wage hourly i guess
but with how long i spend on shit m'more averagin like
$4 and below per hour pbbbt
sometimes in the negatives even
hellbrain things......
generally mcontent with jus makin min wage or a lil over min wage hourly i guess
but with how long i spend on shit m'more averagin like
$4 and below per hour pbbbt
sometimes in the negatives even
hellbrain things......
what is wrong with me
y do i hafta make everythin for other ppl soo high standards
mnot unhappy with what i drew mfriend but like
brain y..
it was sposed to be an actual rough sketch thing not that......
what is wrong with me
y do i hafta make everythin for other ppl soo high standards
mnot unhappy with what i drew mfriend but like
brain y..
it was sposed to be an actual rough sketch thing not that......
hate how i only have the energy / focus to be able to do one thing every day and thats bout it
its either i play games
or i draw
not both
sometimes i can do both
but not often
fuckin useless brain....
hate how i only have the energy / focus to be able to do one thing every day and thats bout it
its either i play games
or i draw
not both
sometimes i can do both
but not often
fuckin useless brain....
meant to draw today but never got to
o well
meant to draw today but never got to
o well
cuz fuk it
right?
ppl dont care bout me either way so
cuz fuk it
right?
ppl dont care bout me either way so
soo hard for me to find enjoyment in literally anythin
ughh
soo hard for me to find enjoyment in literally anythin
ughh
theyre soo admirable and cool
ughh
like
genuinely tho
not in a sarcastic way
i love seein em
jus big wholesome vibes
theyre soo admirable and cool
ughh
like
genuinely tho
not in a sarcastic way
i love seein em
jus big wholesome vibes
out of 5 things ive drawn ppl only 2 have been acknowledged
3 ignored
literally y bother..
out of 5 things ive drawn ppl only 2 have been acknowledged
3 ignored
literally y bother..
yippieee
zzz
yippieee
zzz
feels like i waste soo many hours a day gettin frozen
feels like i waste soo many hours a day gettin frozen
nothin i do gives the 'wow !' response
nothin is grand
nothin is good
big wastes of time for no ones benefit
nothin i do gives the 'wow !' response
nothin is grand
nothin is good
big wastes of time for no ones benefit