i often wonder if i dislike being a woman or just being perceived as one. i think its both. i’m gnc AND a victim of violent misogyny. pregnancy is constantly used as a tool for violence, and my body’s ability to become pregnant is something i resent and hate about it.

and considering miscarriages are so common that some folks have them without even realizing, i can ONLY assume folks who might accept the incentive *WON’T* be punished in line with folks who have abortions. right? RIGHT?

mr. wood i owe you my life

apparently!!!! imagine my shock during that conversation!!!!

its hard being this pretentious

I also have a whole lot of feelings about Thomas being defined by survival. I was curious about why he felt flat to me despite knowing that he very much Wasn’t, and after I had sat with the movie for a bit I went, “OH, THAT’S ON PURPOSE.”