I think if I had a dollar for every single time a stranger tried to convert me to Christianity, I'd probably have enough to cook dinner for a whole week.

- had my first and probably only sort of nice interaction with a religious person, n it got me thinking for a while

am overstimulated n tired ª

3/ Thinking you need to achieve certain things and convincing yourself you're a failure for not achieving these certain things, just bc someone told you so, doesn't make your existence any less meaningful.

life is weird n fucked n a lot more nuanced, idk if I'm cooking w this but yea

2/ I find the belief of needing God to achieve everything in life somewhat shallow. you cannot reach actual completion until you reach a certain end, which would probably be death.

life is all about growing through a journey in a world where we have bluetooth, fancy fridges but also each other.

on the other hand, I as an autistic person cannot stand constant beeping/repetitive high pitched noises cus the sound can be very distressing, hard to deal with emotionally and make my ears feel very strange. 2/2

yeah..on one hand I entirely understand why the beeps and lights are necessary, because it's easier to interpret and know for the hospital workers to tend to their patients when they need to. (instead of having to rely on verbal and body language which not everyone can read as easily) 1/2

this is all in good spirits btw I'm incredibly happy n excited that I can start to grow into who I really am!!

(and sometimes still in denial abt being trans in the meantime bc I have mean brain syndrome)

I have never felt more seen thank you dearest Chiitan ILY >_<

Ik this news has been out for a while but I...keep thinking about her akgnsjgjsjhgkf.,.,