Listening to Line Without a Hook while realizing I am the hook.🙈

“CLEMENTINE: This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon.
JOEL: I know.
CLEMENTINE: What do we do?
JOEL: Enjoy it.”

No nooo I’m not sad. Disappointed yes. But it’s all good.

Why am I proud of myself?

Time drags—28 hours of sorrow—but I’ll keep this alive, as long as my heart can bear it.

I’ll sing a secret song to you. 🎶🎵🎶🎧

If saying goodbye to you would also mean letting go of my worries, my sleepless thoughts, and the attachment that never seemed to fade, then I hoped this goodbye would hurt less.

Failed attempt.

I will try again tomorrow.

And if I’m gone tomorrow, please remember that I did everything I could to stay.

Healing isn't always pretty, but it's still the path I choose - again and again.🙏