Matthew Spencer / Fading Memories out soon...
@mspenceofficial.bsky.social
Musician and livestreamer. DM if you want to talk music or business. 25, He/Him, Autistic.
hearing the jokes in Austin comes over was what started the purge, btw. There may still be problematic videos I'm unaware of from back then-if any are found, please let me know. I'm a very different person than I used to be, and I can guarantee that I don't agree with everything I said back then
January 3, 2026 at 1:09 AM
hearing the jokes in Austin comes over was what started the purge, btw. There may still be problematic videos I'm unaware of from back then-if any are found, please let me know. I'm a very different person than I used to be, and I can guarantee that I don't agree with everything I said back then
Austin comes over-I have VERY fond memories of making and releasing this video (it was one of my favorites from this old era). Unfortunately, as it turns out, Austin and I made some very transphobic remarks in the vid. I, obviously, no longer stand by those jokes, and as such, I took down the vid
January 3, 2026 at 1:06 AM
Austin comes over-I have VERY fond memories of making and releasing this video (it was one of my favorites from this old era). Unfortunately, as it turns out, Austin and I made some very transphobic remarks in the vid. I, obviously, no longer stand by those jokes, and as such, I took down the vid
The Situation with Erik-more 2017 drama. Had a falling out with a former collaborator, and made it public when it *never* should've been. Separated it from the others cause this was an unrelated issue compared to all the rest of the drama videos
January 3, 2026 at 1:05 AM
The Situation with Erik-more 2017 drama. Had a falling out with a former collaborator, and made it public when it *never* should've been. Separated it from the others cause this was an unrelated issue compared to all the rest of the drama videos
so some things went down yesterday, I'm sorry Siver, The March Twitterstorm, I'm Sorry Everybody, I'm leaving the Warriors fandom, my life as of late-ALL these videos were apologies/about the 2017 drama. They don't need to stay up-they're no longer relevant/some should never have been public anyway
January 3, 2026 at 1:04 AM
so some things went down yesterday, I'm sorry Siver, The March Twitterstorm, I'm Sorry Everybody, I'm leaving the Warriors fandom, my life as of late-ALL these videos were apologies/about the 2017 drama. They don't need to stay up-they're no longer relevant/some should never have been public anyway
I set up a patreon-the one 2016 video. this never actually happened as my mom banned me from putting together a patreon. So I ended up switching to paypal donations instead (basically, this video was completely false/misleading even at the time, so bye bye)
January 3, 2026 at 1:01 AM
I set up a patreon-the one 2016 video. this never actually happened as my mom banned me from putting together a patreon. So I ended up switching to paypal donations instead (basically, this video was completely false/misleading even at the time, so bye bye)
I just hope next year is better, and that... I never completely fail everyone like this again. I plan to be a lot more careful, moving forward. I... I hope I NEVER go through another monstrous year like this ever again.
January 1, 2026 at 1:37 AM
I just hope next year is better, and that... I never completely fail everyone like this again. I plan to be a lot more careful, moving forward. I... I hope I NEVER go through another monstrous year like this ever again.
Credits to AkariYui for the cover art, btw!!! :3
December 29, 2025 at 10:58 AM
Credits to AkariYui for the cover art, btw!!! :3
Reminder that I will be performing tonight at 7 PM EST over on www.twitch.tv/mattspencemu... !!!
I will also be performing on January 3rd at 7 PM EST at the same location in order to promote the new single! I hope to see you all there!
I will also be performing on January 3rd at 7 PM EST at the same location in order to promote the new single! I hope to see you all there!
mattspencemusic - Twitch
Musician who has currently released 11 studio albums. I stream and perform shows here fairly regularly!!
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December 27, 2025 at 8:14 AM
Reminder that I will be performing tonight at 7 PM EST over on www.twitch.tv/mattspencemu... !!!
I will also be performing on January 3rd at 7 PM EST at the same location in order to promote the new single! I hope to see you all there!
I will also be performing on January 3rd at 7 PM EST at the same location in order to promote the new single! I hope to see you all there!
I will... try to regulate my emotions in the future. I clearly don't know how to love or be intimate in a healthy way, without becoming downright obsessive like what happened here. And... I'm so, so sorry to everyone I've hurt.
December 6, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I will... try to regulate my emotions in the future. I clearly don't know how to love or be intimate in a healthy way, without becoming downright obsessive like what happened here. And... I'm so, so sorry to everyone I've hurt.