I love him!

What who are you

And the worst part is, this is something I should have to accept as a net good for humanity as a whole.

Something that straight women only "put up with" because their biology compels them to do so. That if something better were to come along, we would be replaced just like any other commodity.

Not loved for our individual personalities, bodies, so on and so forth. Just needed.

There is also the growing existential dread that the male sex is being made obsolete by progressivism. The realization that we likely were never actually wanted, just needed. Something that the opposite sex only tolerates and doesn't legitimately love in any meaningful capacity.

I have been isolated and ostracized from meaningful connection my whole life from any community, aside from a few. Most of the time I feel more like a spectator to others experiencing life rather than someone who can experience it myself.

I'm a male CSA victim with autism and ADHD, but I am conventionally physically attractive, and as you can imagine that causes issues in the work place, at home, in friendships, etc. My family, god bless them, did not have the capacity to deal with my emotional disregulation nor my special needs.