squeaker
@mouseochism.bsky.social
Back and bloodthirsty. 29yo transfem Sadomasochist + aspiring BDSM lifestyler and impact top | Poly/Unowned | plural (mouse+dog) | living in the atl area.
First clear was an edge of my seat adrenaline rush I haven't felt since I used to raid before quitting Destiny 2
September 30, 2025 at 4:45 AM
First clear was an edge of my seat adrenaline rush I haven't felt since I used to raid before quitting Destiny 2
time to finally answer the age-old question "Wtf is a 'YOT' "
I have learned about 45% of the answer so far. More testing needed to decipher this classic philosophical quandary.
I have learned about 45% of the answer so far. More testing needed to decipher this classic philosophical quandary.
August 11, 2025 at 2:35 AM
time to finally answer the age-old question "Wtf is a 'YOT' "
I have learned about 45% of the answer so far. More testing needed to decipher this classic philosophical quandary.
I have learned about 45% of the answer so far. More testing needed to decipher this classic philosophical quandary.
+Woof, oh yeah, those are a thing. Dual purpose for exercise and impact play. (also wow you can see the difference in the jacket by looking at this photo for comparison.)
June 21, 2025 at 3:31 AM
+Woof, oh yeah, those are a thing. Dual purpose for exercise and impact play. (also wow you can see the difference in the jacket by looking at this photo for comparison.)
+toy spent all day conditioning my leather gear. The results speak for themselves. Every inch polished evenly, every crevace softened with care, whip buffed thoroughly to a subtle gleam. I am a deeply pleased doggy. I might even be nice to them for a week.
June 21, 2025 at 3:22 AM
+toy spent all day conditioning my leather gear. The results speak for themselves. Every inch polished evenly, every crevace softened with care, whip buffed thoroughly to a subtle gleam. I am a deeply pleased doggy. I might even be nice to them for a week.
doggy is very pleased with herself :3
June 12, 2025 at 7:01 AM
doggy is very pleased with herself :3
(cw: whipmarks, one cut (no blood))
Beautiful pattern, my dom headmate is buying a dragon tail soon as Barking Leather stocks them again to learn with and have used on me by others.
Beautiful pattern, my dom headmate is buying a dragon tail soon as Barking Leather stocks them again to learn with and have used on me by others.
May 9, 2025 at 3:13 PM
(cw: whipmarks, one cut (no blood))
Beautiful pattern, my dom headmate is buying a dragon tail soon as Barking Leather stocks them again to learn with and have used on me by others.
Beautiful pattern, my dom headmate is buying a dragon tail soon as Barking Leather stocks them again to learn with and have used on me by others.
turns out me and my partner both vaguely remembering them giving me a harness that didn't fit them was not a shared delusion after all. Also holy moly this angle shows how much weight I've lost.
April 28, 2025 at 2:18 AM
turns out me and my partner both vaguely remembering them giving me a harness that didn't fit them was not a shared delusion after all. Also holy moly this angle shows how much weight I've lost.
my favorite thing to come over from Rise cats is the floofy option, tried to make my dude look redpandesque.
Love Wilds hammer, it and lance were all I played through HR. Hammer perfectly married oldworld triplepound style with new world charge attack style. It's peak. Cage hammer is good for once.
Love Wilds hammer, it and lance were all I played through HR. Hammer perfectly married oldworld triplepound style with new world charge attack style. It's peak. Cage hammer is good for once.
March 21, 2025 at 3:04 PM
my favorite thing to come over from Rise cats is the floofy option, tried to make my dude look redpandesque.
Love Wilds hammer, it and lance were all I played through HR. Hammer perfectly married oldworld triplepound style with new world charge attack style. It's peak. Cage hammer is good for once.
Love Wilds hammer, it and lance were all I played through HR. Hammer perfectly married oldworld triplepound style with new world charge attack style. It's peak. Cage hammer is good for once.
This is from World, but it's my favorite ever lance clip I've ever recorded. If this doesn't make somebody want to play lance we are not the same.
March 21, 2025 at 2:44 PM
This is from World, but it's my favorite ever lance clip I've ever recorded. If this doesn't make somebody want to play lance we are not the same.
ayyyy fellow lancer [shield bump]. I picked up lance back in world when I was trying to get divine slasher from the dual diablos quest. I liked it so much I promptly used the divine slasher to make a lance set and didn't look back. Wilds lance is super smooth to play. :3
March 21, 2025 at 2:41 PM
ayyyy fellow lancer [shield bump]. I picked up lance back in world when I was trying to get divine slasher from the dual diablos quest. I liked it so much I promptly used the divine slasher to make a lance set and didn't look back. Wilds lance is super smooth to play. :3
intended to yesand Steph Sterling's recent video on souls difficulty and the gitgudder types (youtu.be/buTkS6rNO9Q), and it ended up sprawling, so here's all those thoughts so it doesn't just disappear into the comment void. The Souls community has been a fixture of my life for over a decade.
February 18, 2025 at 8:24 PM
intended to yesand Steph Sterling's recent video on souls difficulty and the gitgudder types (youtu.be/buTkS6rNO9Q), and it ended up sprawling, so here's all those thoughts so it doesn't just disappear into the comment void. The Souls community has been a fixture of my life for over a decade.
this was the haul+some silicone monopolar gloves and a big body pad from currentpleasures. Also tons of extra pads, utilities, and conductive lubes/gels for different use cases.
January 31, 2025 at 3:10 AM
this was the haul+some silicone monopolar gloves and a big body pad from currentpleasures. Also tons of extra pads, utilities, and conductive lubes/gels for different use cases.
the place we went to is Psycho Sisters. Totally stacked wall-to-wall and two floors in aisles I can only barely walk through straight-on, that whole area is so cool. Every time I explore Atlanta more with @kinktodd.com I fall more and more in love with this city.
January 26, 2025 at 9:15 PM
the place we went to is Psycho Sisters. Totally stacked wall-to-wall and two floors in aisles I can only barely walk through straight-on, that whole area is so cool. Every time I explore Atlanta more with @kinktodd.com I fall more and more in love with this city.
Ya'l... I finally got some leather. So important to me. We went to a vintage store not expecting to find much in my size (wild place btw, will post below) but there it was, on the rack, super broken in and comfy as hell. Another month of weight loss and the fit will be near-perfect.
January 26, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Ya'l... I finally got some leather. So important to me. We went to a vintage store not expecting to find much in my size (wild place btw, will post below) but there it was, on the rack, super broken in and comfy as hell. Another month of weight loss and the fit will be near-perfect.
actually, upon 10s more examination, no I fucking don't lol bye
January 2, 2025 at 8:08 PM
actually, upon 10s more examination, no I fucking don't lol bye
I saw a post the other day saying even if you're small you shouldn't get made fun of for posting nub on #FCF and while I wholeheartedly agree with the sentiment, you should make fun of me for posting my tiny nub, specifically. I'm the exception to the rule go nuts be mean.
December 27, 2024 at 3:49 PM
I saw a post the other day saying even if you're small you shouldn't get made fun of for posting nub on #FCF and while I wholeheartedly agree with the sentiment, you should make fun of me for posting my tiny nub, specifically. I'm the exception to the rule go nuts be mean.
Lovely design. Adjacent to, but a bit more specific than, the rubber flag! heckinunicorn.com/blogs/heckin...
December 16, 2024 at 3:44 AM
Lovely design. Adjacent to, but a bit more specific than, the rubber flag! heckinunicorn.com/blogs/heckin...
Kingdom Hearts *is* actually self-conceptually formative. People aren't joking about that. I'm currently sitting here realizing that my fursonas are a heartless and a nobody and asking the artist to make last-minute changes, and I open youtube to find a comment about the same thing in 30secs flat
December 14, 2024 at 4:01 AM
Kingdom Hearts *is* actually self-conceptually formative. People aren't joking about that. I'm currently sitting here realizing that my fursonas are a heartless and a nobody and asking the artist to make last-minute changes, and I open youtube to find a comment about the same thing in 30secs flat
tatsuchan18's Slaves 4 Sale continues to be razor sharp about how kink and trauma can interact and be used for growth. We were learning as we went, but this is very similar to how @kinktodd.com trained toy. It even notes if it were any other person strong communication fundamentals would be needed.
December 6, 2024 at 4:23 PM
tatsuchan18's Slaves 4 Sale continues to be razor sharp about how kink and trauma can interact and be used for growth. We were learning as we went, but this is very similar to how @kinktodd.com trained toy. It even notes if it were any other person strong communication fundamentals would be needed.
On Trans Day of Remembrance I saw this poem either by, or posted by @ system_wires on the other platform posted in my home discord. It really stuck with me so I thought I'd share. (with a full alt-text transcript!)
November 27, 2024 at 1:50 PM
On Trans Day of Remembrance I saw this poem either by, or posted by @ system_wires on the other platform posted in my home discord. It really stuck with me so I thought I'd share. (with a full alt-text transcript!)
Post four indie games you think more people should have played:
Lorn's Lure (2024 goty for me)
Exo One
The Red Strings Club
Against Great Darkness
Lorn's Lure (2024 goty for me)
Exo One
The Red Strings Club
Against Great Darkness
November 27, 2024 at 4:12 AM
Post four indie games you think more people should have played:
Lorn's Lure (2024 goty for me)
Exo One
The Red Strings Club
Against Great Darkness
Lorn's Lure (2024 goty for me)
Exo One
The Red Strings Club
Against Great Darkness
I have played since a couple months before shadowkeep launch when I got it for free and grabbed Forsaken on the cheap, but especially played it religiously since the first major season of that year, Season of Dawn.
I also will not play Final Shape. It's been uninstalled since the first layoffs.
I also will not play Final Shape. It's been uninstalled since the first layoffs.
November 27, 2024 at 1:42 AM
I have played since a couple months before shadowkeep launch when I got it for free and grabbed Forsaken on the cheap, but especially played it religiously since the first major season of that year, Season of Dawn.
I also will not play Final Shape. It's been uninstalled since the first layoffs.
I also will not play Final Shape. It's been uninstalled since the first layoffs.
(CW more marks) This was a couple hours later. You can see every single one clear as day. Wow.
also bonus crotch shot where you can see just how fucked toy's back thighs got from the edges of the crop marks.
also bonus crotch shot where you can see just how fucked toy's back thighs got from the edges of the crop marks.
November 10, 2024 at 6:16 AM
(CW more marks) This was a couple hours later. You can see every single one clear as day. Wow.
also bonus crotch shot where you can see just how fucked toy's back thighs got from the edges of the crop marks.
also bonus crotch shot where you can see just how fucked toy's back thighs got from the edges of the crop marks.
(CW impact play marks) Here's all those marks when they were fairly fresh (with the exception of the inner thigh bruises since they're from a different sesh toy did the other day.
November 10, 2024 at 6:08 AM
(CW impact play marks) Here's all those marks when they were fairly fresh (with the exception of the inner thigh bruises since they're from a different sesh toy did the other day.