In the next few days, I will absolutely enjoy being with family and friends, but I haven’t been able to get excited for these until they’re right about to happen. The month leading up to these big days has felt like a drag, I suppose is what I’m trying to say

It’s been a rough year.

I just want it to pass

But this year it’s just come at a really bad time for me, it’s basically just come as one big roadblock. I’m raring to go various aspects of life, job, etc, and instead, as they do at this time of year, things are winding down. It’s had a really bad impact on my motivation and mood

I think for the first time this year, I realised that Christmas as an adult is what you make of it.

I tried to get into the festive spirit, bought all my physical gifts with time to spare, was ready to decorate, etc.

Appie said in a Dutch accent also sounds like “uppie”, which could make “I want uppies” take on a whole new meaning in a Dutch context

So this was a lie

Oh, and who could forget:
- Straight. Like, unfathomably straight.

That being said, I should really stop scrolling and do some work LMAO