MotokoV
@motoko99.bsky.social
🇺🇦🇨🇦🇲🇽🏳️🌈Neurodivergent mom to 5 phenomenal human beings. Diagnosed ADHD late in life. My sister died because of misinformation around cancer and my dad died because of the mishandling of covid, and that's what radicalized me. Love 🖌️🎸📚🍣✈️
So happy from the 🌊 this morning I spent most the day painting. Have been working on this for over a year and I'm super excited about how she's turning out. ❤️
November 5, 2025 at 8:32 PM
So happy from the 🌊 this morning I spent most the day painting. Have been working on this for over a year and I'm super excited about how she's turning out. ❤️
Regret comes with silence, believing nothing you do or say matters. We were all made for greatness in one form or another. Some people are taken too soon & never get the chance to fight for what they believe. If you are still here & feel something is off, speak up. Stop hiding. We need everyone.
September 25, 2025 at 1:28 PM
Regret comes with silence, believing nothing you do or say matters. We were all made for greatness in one form or another. Some people are taken too soon & never get the chance to fight for what they believe. If you are still here & feel something is off, speak up. Stop hiding. We need everyone.
My news front screen, everything in the news fades away in a few days except for this I guess. One man's death. But here's the rub, I can't say I don't want to hear about Charlie Kirk in my options tab! I've tried multiple times & it never comes up. Seems suspicious to me. They really want to push
September 15, 2025 at 12:49 PM
My news front screen, everything in the news fades away in a few days except for this I guess. One man's death. But here's the rub, I can't say I don't want to hear about Charlie Kirk in my options tab! I've tried multiple times & it never comes up. Seems suspicious to me. They really want to push
6 years have come & gone since the first day we met Clementine. She's come so far & yet has so much healing to go, probably her entire life. I can't imagine the life she's had to live, the lack of care, love, human decency in her first 4 years will always shape her world, but it doesn't define her.
September 4, 2025 at 12:23 PM
6 years have come & gone since the first day we met Clementine. She's come so far & yet has so much healing to go, probably her entire life. I can't imagine the life she's had to live, the lack of care, love, human decency in her first 4 years will always shape her world, but it doesn't define her.
The kids have been back to school for a day and a half (one only a half day since she's at a different school) and I've been cleaning and organizing like I'm nesting. Always trying to make magic in the place we live & can't wait to make art & fight tyranny in this home. ✌🏼💕
August 21, 2025 at 3:04 PM
The kids have been back to school for a day and a half (one only a half day since she's at a different school) and I've been cleaning and organizing like I'm nesting. Always trying to make magic in the place we live & can't wait to make art & fight tyranny in this home. ✌🏼💕
Enjoying some UP beauty while we take my oldest to college. It's beautiful up here but I could do without the traitor 2024 flags, not as many as last year but still always has to be a part of everything with their super fun cult destroying our country. ✌🏼🤬
August 17, 2025 at 12:02 AM
Enjoying some UP beauty while we take my oldest to college. It's beautiful up here but I could do without the traitor 2024 flags, not as many as last year but still always has to be a part of everything with their super fun cult destroying our country. ✌🏼🤬
Making my kids childhood the best I can offer doesn't always cost money (I'd say usually it's the moments that are completely free that matter most) but this Lego project was the most I've spent this year, Ikea & thrifting mostly. Also got our first 🫛.
August 11, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Making my kids childhood the best I can offer doesn't always cost money (I'd say usually it's the moments that are completely free that matter most) but this Lego project was the most I've spent this year, Ikea & thrifting mostly. Also got our first 🫛.
Hyperfocus goes into overdrive for me in times of crisis, etc. The lows get more consistent or worse so I revel in my interests in more intense ways. So Lego is the hyperfocus this week & organization alongside fun. Kids are very happy today.
August 7, 2025 at 12:20 AM
Hyperfocus goes into overdrive for me in times of crisis, etc. The lows get more consistent or worse so I revel in my interests in more intense ways. So Lego is the hyperfocus this week & organization alongside fun. Kids are very happy today.
What a life. Not a care in the world. She is the best morning companion even if she is very demanding with her snuggles. ❤️
July 28, 2025 at 3:53 PM
What a life. Not a care in the world. She is the best morning companion even if she is very demanding with her snuggles. ❤️
I'd rather spend my time in the garden, nature, art, literature, anything. I also want to stay engaged in the fight for democracy. What a frustrating place to be right now in history. Everyone is experiencing it differently & the cuts will personally affect us but I don't want to dwell in it. 💔
July 11, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I'd rather spend my time in the garden, nature, art, literature, anything. I also want to stay engaged in the fight for democracy. What a frustrating place to be right now in history. Everyone is experiencing it differently & the cuts will personally affect us but I don't want to dwell in it. 💔
Am I ready? Trying to decide if today is a good day to look through very old childhood memories. When my sister & dad died I wanted to digitalize all of these. Since it's now been 5 years since dad died & 6 since Becky it feels a bit ominous. Positive, negative, who knows? There are no bad emotions.
July 8, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Am I ready? Trying to decide if today is a good day to look through very old childhood memories. When my sister & dad died I wanted to digitalize all of these. Since it's now been 5 years since dad died & 6 since Becky it feels a bit ominous. Positive, negative, who knows? There are no bad emotions.
Absolutely, not a care in the world. Is this stick too big to walk with? I think not!
July 6, 2025 at 7:49 PM
Absolutely, not a care in the world. Is this stick too big to walk with? I think not!
Appreciating the small things more & more. Getting through this shit time as a person with ADHD really hurts sometimes, but the beauty that comes from letting go of what society says is valuable has been fantastic. Watering my plants this morning & 3 little bumbles were hanging out in my salvia.
June 28, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Appreciating the small things more & more. Getting through this shit time as a person with ADHD really hurts sometimes, but the beauty that comes from letting go of what society says is valuable has been fantastic. Watering my plants this morning & 3 little bumbles were hanging out in my salvia.
Perspective. Was called outside this morning to find a tree had fallen onto our trampoline & garage. My only response was laughter. It really just doesn't register as a concern in this reality. No one was hurt, all good. Still remember when this would have registered as a problem. Now, nope.
June 25, 2025 at 10:08 PM
Perspective. Was called outside this morning to find a tree had fallen onto our trampoline & garage. My only response was laughter. It really just doesn't register as a concern in this reality. No one was hurt, all good. Still remember when this would have registered as a problem. Now, nope.
It was a chaotic weekend. I confronted my mother who voted for him & finally said my peace. I said a lot of other things as well & learned new things about myself. Every time I hit a new low or milestone I learn so much. It changes me & it will never be the same again. I am not the same.
June 17, 2025 at 1:29 AM
It was a chaotic weekend. I confronted my mother who voted for him & finally said my peace. I said a lot of other things as well & learned new things about myself. Every time I hit a new low or milestone I learn so much. It changes me & it will never be the same again. I am not the same.
Enjoyed our small town protest, felt good to not feel alone. ❤️🚫👑🇺🇸
June 16, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Enjoyed our small town protest, felt good to not feel alone. ❤️🚫👑🇺🇸
For those not raised in the church & fed love your neighbor as yourself & true religion is to come to the poor, widow, orphan in their distress & want a verse that Christians seem to be ignoring, Leviticus 19:33/34. Funny how they want to hold others to their "moral" code while ignoring this.
June 11, 2025 at 3:38 PM
For those not raised in the church & fed love your neighbor as yourself & true religion is to come to the poor, widow, orphan in their distress & want a verse that Christians seem to be ignoring, Leviticus 19:33/34. Funny how they want to hold others to their "moral" code while ignoring this.
Finally did some work in my mini studio today. I haven't painted much this year as my inspiration is often paralyzed by constant anxiety. Trying so hard to be creative & spend time doing small acts of joy. So, I painted & I suppose the world being on fire translated into forest fire. Taking shape.
May 30, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Finally did some work in my mini studio today. I haven't painted much this year as my inspiration is often paralyzed by constant anxiety. Trying so hard to be creative & spend time doing small acts of joy. So, I painted & I suppose the world being on fire translated into forest fire. Taking shape.
We were supposed to be training with her new service dog this week. Instead we are now waiting another 6 months to a year to be matched again. Set backs are a constant when raising beautiful human beings with disabilities.
May 16, 2025 at 3:16 AM
We were supposed to be training with her new service dog this week. Instead we are now waiting another 6 months to a year to be matched again. Set backs are a constant when raising beautiful human beings with disabilities.
I won't let go of the things that bring me joy. These beauties make me so very happy. ❤️ 🌺
May 16, 2025 at 12:55 AM
I won't let go of the things that bring me joy. These beauties make me so very happy. ❤️ 🌺
My absolute favorite time of the year is when the plants start showing off. These blooms make the doom and gloom a bit more bearable.
May 14, 2025 at 10:58 PM
My absolute favorite time of the year is when the plants start showing off. These blooms make the doom and gloom a bit more bearable.
Don't have much space for a garden but the current administration inspired me to attempt to grow some or our own food! When government continues to fail the people it's time to become as independent as we can. Whatever that looks like, we have to take back our power. ✌🏼
May 6, 2025 at 9:59 PM
Don't have much space for a garden but the current administration inspired me to attempt to grow some or our own food! When government continues to fail the people it's time to become as independent as we can. Whatever that looks like, we have to take back our power. ✌🏼
Visited New York for the first time this past weekend. I got to share my baby sisters story for a project that I'm very passionate about. It was a very quick but fun trip with my oldest daughter. Our favorite night was just exploring Chelsea and seeing the most wonderful sunset. ❤️
April 21, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Visited New York for the first time this past weekend. I got to share my baby sisters story for a project that I'm very passionate about. It was a very quick but fun trip with my oldest daughter. Our favorite night was just exploring Chelsea and seeing the most wonderful sunset. ❤️
I am struggling to be elequent in my response to RFK & his ableist, ignorant, hate filled rant. Not only was everything he said bull shit, it is often not even close to reality for these wonderful kids & adults. Being a neurodivergent family hasn't ruined us. It's enhanced us!
April 18, 2025 at 12:42 AM
I am struggling to be elequent in my response to RFK & his ableist, ignorant, hate filled rant. Not only was everything he said bull shit, it is often not even close to reality for these wonderful kids & adults. Being a neurodivergent family hasn't ruined us. It's enhanced us!
Just one thing to add to my weekly to-do list. Sending scotus and others letters about how disappointing they are. Yes, that is what my first letter is about. How this scotus will go down in history for aiding a criminal in taking over our country. ✌🏼
April 15, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Just one thing to add to my weekly to-do list. Sending scotus and others letters about how disappointing they are. Yes, that is what my first letter is about. How this scotus will go down in history for aiding a criminal in taking over our country. ✌🏼