and all the trans hate and asexuality hate and poly hate springing up lately,, man,, it just all feels so helpless and useless

not to mention obviously all of the. Real World Issues going on right now and how theyre compiling on top of my mental state and depression as well and how im left alone with it because we are all too sad to talk about it with each other

i feel like between autism, adhd, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, gender queerness and asexuality finding a new place where i can feel both open and like i really belong is. daunting as hell tbh. i just feel lonely i think and overworked and burnt out and stressed and god i hate it

i already have almost no real life presence, i dont have irl friends besides my dnd group and i dont feel comfortable in most of my old online hang out spaces anymore for various different reasons i would feel like a jerk complaining about

and i recognise this as the same shit i was going through during the last time my depression went this bad but i dont. know if i can do the same thing i did then. i dont know if i can find a new place where i feel like i belong again? and that just scares me to hell

???? the fuck you mean music by toby fox and ed sheeran??

!!!hes saying wowzers again!! autistic healing,,

love both of these dlc parts but like. seriously why do i have to be so mean to my little guy kieran,, hes just excited about the potential of an ogre and then when he gets betrayed by his sister being a jackass wants to prove himself and i again cant let him win!!

carmine is the worst person and the dlc would have been better without her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kieran justice now pls

WHY CANT I SNITCH TO KIERAN. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "oh now we DEFINITELY cant tell him" THIS IS SO STUPID AURGH