I Def got the fluff better this time, I just need to get the texture a bit more down in the middle areas next , looks a little flat and patchy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Yeah I'm not planning on going to another unless I consider myself to be friends with at least 3 people going

I don't mind the bigness as much as just ending up alone and unsure what to do or how to talk to anyone at all

Mebbe, I don't really like being in an unfamiliar city alone though

Hardest thing I guess is the utter crushing disappointment that I still haven't gotten much better in so long despite how many times I try that makes it feel like it'll be permanent

Haven't had a single solid irl connection in over 10 years but I'm sure one day I can manage

There were a few great moments that at least give me hope things can get better for me one day

Idk I checked accounts I consider close to my stuff and they were mostly next to you

Gotta nurture and celebrate that gluttonous nature together

I seem to be in a distant fatfur cluster

Give Aaron access to all the food they want and have fun as they can eat all they want whenever, giving in to the love of being full

Basically I should just start making gift art like I really want to instead of just commissions and personal art

Though there were great moments in the day that gives me seeds of hope ^w^

Like omg I mostly had an absolute bummer of a day at furcon today cos Im sooo BAD at socialising traditionally but I also LOVE socialising lol, I think art allows me to bridge that painful rift a bit as I express stuff in fun images rather than words