They never let us love them lol

That'd be nice. It helps to know I keep a knife on hand. Honestly, I will be working on getting my conceal and carry.

Terrified for sure

That is always such a struggle. I had to get genetic testing cause nothing would work. We'll get through this.

I always feel like I'm missing out or I could do more if I'm awake but I always end up not doing anything and having anxiety lol So Ambien it is most of the week lol