it's just such a helpless feeling to work so hard and go nowhere with it. i feel suffocated

also tiddy pic available :)

Ah blesssss 🥺🥺🥺

but I bully them ???

and listen, okay, I guess I get asked out fairly often, but usually by pothead dirtbags. these are successful, kind, beautiful, relatively emotionally available people? what do they want from me??? I'M a pothead dirtbag

usually when I think things like "oh they soo want me" it's because I'm hypomanic and delusional but not this time. this time I'm being asked on dates all over the place??? I Dont Understand Why

one for whoring

sign me UP

it was absolutely amazing!!! I couldn't recommend it enough, we had a great time and the cast absolutely killed it

one of my friends is taking me to see beetlejuice tomorrow so at least i have that to look forward to but oof the night is still hard :'(

thank you samani, these are such kind words 🥺