Also I just ran out 🌿... divine time or taking advantage of this opportunity 🤔.. Idk, I just hope I can stay a bit more organized and finally lost some weight 😅

Plus, my estrogen is back on the rise since I'm on my moon time. 🩸... so I'm also hormonally supported.

The moon is waning and just before the new moon & I made this decision yesterday during that Jupiter Cazimi event. I feel comically aligned.

Because of all of that, I'm refraining from dating for the unforeseeable future. (Keeping my husband around obvs lol)

I have more important things to focus my energy on.

Anyway, Happy Pride month 🏳️‍🌈, whatever your love story is, it's valid.

My love for my husband is strong while my sadness of essentially being ghosted by another exists.

Through all of this, my relationship with my husband has been amazing. Just goes to show that one cam experience the highs of a stable love along with the crushing blow of realizing you're not wanted.

I held on for a few reasons but one was that I was "waiting for him to come around" and I'd feel the connection I'd initially felt.

Part of me feels like an idiot. I was holding onto an idea of what the relationship was, when it was one-sided for almost a year.

I don't want to throw in the towel when my hormones are out of whack. Its almost like I have NORMAL hormonal flux. It's crazy to me how much of a difference I notice. I do sweat a lot more now 😅 but I'll take it over the hellscape that luteal was for me.

Get out of the Echo Chamber

Spirit said "strength in numbers". Spirit said, "enough division" and "learn from each other".

Just craving external validation. Spirit isn't validating enough? Just cause it's your path doesn't mean it's the only one and meant for every one and if you're thinking that way you're just like any evangelical church.