nods nods . im just playing and having fun but sometimes i do indeed forget you have fun doing a chore is a thing so its just 'could i be doing better things rn' 'funner things?' doesn't matter i need to win the spring tenno sho 😔

heart wretching the ice cube post lied to me

trueeeeee

no that's right it just kinda feels so wrong to think about it and its like "hmmm am i expirencing this or am i geninuely having fun" but it is always hard to tell with myself

this metaphor doesn't work with me i will do stupid menial tasks for fun and be perfectly content and i find it incredibly strange but i don't think it deserves deeper thought

1. truman show
i tried watching it once but got too antsy to continue but finally sat down. actually genuinely nerve wracking movie never has a plot made me so mad 10/10 i didn't cry but i was very close to doing that

hopefully not 300 dollars

:[ although this is going to be strange for any projects im in ahhh oops

this was something i initially wanted to do in like december but i was like "hmm but i could do a big announcement" and i confronted my self in the mirror and reminded myself that i am geninuely too lazy for ANY of that