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shio
@moonlitseams.bsky.social
Very fond of him
coming back once every week to slowly pick up their items. They won't just leave completely. My body is exhausted from stress and trauma. I feel so sick while also feeling like an empty husk after enduring such a thing for so long. There's so much more about this individual that's happened but
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
or derailed in an attempt to make our home their forever home but finally suddenly and quickly found a place after many "attempts") and not wanting to lose their meal ticket back up option in case they get thrown out again (they've been thrown out of other places before). But despite this, they keep
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
to get better and to quell the ptsd symptoms I've formed (hearing them when they're not there, shaking uncontrollably when they are around, the anger).

They've moved out after the threat of FINALLY being kicked out (my mother gave them too much grace with finding a place but they've constantly lied
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
me. Also loved staring at people from the dark. No hobbies or life or anything just sitting, staring, creepy smiling, getting in your face, trying to talk you into oblivion.

There's so much more but all of this has done so much damage to my nervous system. I'm currently working with my therapist
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Frequently run stomps throughout our house or just leaves things overall dirty. Doesn't understand boundaries and that people don't want to talk constantly. Would pretend to sleep or constantly try to match my schedule no matter how early to make sure they were awake and ready to hauntingly stare at
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
upset when rejected. Called me put my name SEVERAL times with insults and cursing when upset with me. Listened to my every move in the house (thin walls) including bathroom and bedroom and has copied the things I do. Has admitted they listened in on me in my room whenever I talk to my friends.
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
being during a time they thought I was in the restroom (I wasn't). They kept offering me things to eat knowing full well they weren't the most hygienic (not washing hands after bathroom breaks, leaving raw food out in the open, smearing food they've eaten only clean surfaces, etc) and have gotten
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
pretend to head off somewhere despite everything being closed while also knowing full well they never leave the house at night. They always made noise only specifically whenever I came out of my room to let me know they were there CONSTANTLY. They've called me in a creepy, flirty way at times and 1
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
head. I even parked away from my house to avoid being seen one late night and to just sit in my car to decompress but looked up to see them standing on the porch in the dead of night to make sure it was me, go back in the house to grab a bag, and walk extremely close to my car to look at me and
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
CONSTANTLY pretended to come outside just to sit at the EXACT same time they knew I came back home and just stared directly at me while doing so. Sometimes they would get sneaky and try to quietly come out the house and sit in a chair to watch while I'm not looking only to see them when I raise my
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Spot until they knew they could stare at me because they never wanted to miss the chance. They learned to listen out for my car to return home only to watch me through the peephole of my house (I've tested this and they even opened the door wide for me to walk in once which was upsetting). They've
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I've worn uncomfortable layers just to feel safe but eventually just did ridiculous stuff like holding a jacket up whenever I had to walk through the room so I can feel peace knowing they can't watch me. But whenever I cut off access, this person would get antsy and weird. They never moved from that
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Smile. THAT was their favorite thing to do. Watch me. Constantly. Every time I can out of my room they'd run to the couch if they weren't already there to watch me walk up and down the stairs or walk around the house to do things. Smiling big, unblinking. I've even caught them staring at my body so
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
The person has followed me to the bathroom multiple times, tried to look into my room when I was and wasn't there (some cases at night when I slept with the door open but caught them and since have locked my door), tried to lure me out my room multiple times to stare deeply at me with an unnerving
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
being the one to take this individual in and that didn't make sense to me), but that was the worst decision I could've ever made. This person form an attachment to me, followed by an infatuation, followed by borderline obsession. I was stalked severely and made to feel unsafe in my own home.
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
A history of drug use, getting laced, and forming mental illness due to said incident...I get it's not easy. But these 10 months (The person moved out in October of this year) have been hell. Despite not wanting a random stranger in my home, I decided to be nice (my mother wasn't at first despite
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
to dangle the fact that we're cousins in conversation. We're not related at all. This was also sprung on me without any real conversation as I live with my mother. This person has a history of couch hopping and never trying to do anything with their life. It's understandable given their circumstance
November 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I will DEFINITELY take that over this theory any day
February 17, 2025 at 9:25 PM
Underpart/bottoms just overalls covered by the hoodie with the dark undershirt and oh my god. I can't stop smiling at how cute that is! I need that to be real oh my god
February 17, 2025 at 9:23 PM
To quell my xingyun biased thoughts, I will take the friendly, encouragement approach from the traveler
February 17, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Yeah, I mean for day 4. And honestly, that's fair for either day/any interaction. They can be seen as just friendly words exchanged. It just rubbed me the wrong way at the time and seemed like it was a bit much.
February 17, 2025 at 1:47 AM