I want some wendy's nuggets rn

it's christmas though
time to play pokemon ZA

To be normal

Even if it killed me.

My friends happiness mattered more than mine.
Their wellbeing mattered more than mine.

And if it felt like saying what was on my mind made them unhappy. I would just, go silent, I would stop talking. I would stop including myself.

The last thing I wanted was to upset my friends.

I’m too afraid to risk it.

I can’t mess up if I never bother in the first place. That used to be the easiest way to go about things.

But I always bottled everything up inside because of that.

And when I try to branch out of that… and something bad happens again. I get scared all over again.