Also tangentially related... I just really like the idea of literal sunfish ;u;

if you made it this far in the thread, thank you❤️ i hope you take care of yourself, i hope you take care of others around you and most of all take joy in little things, hoping everyong has a pleasant day and be kind to one another, and uh, thanks!

so uh yeah, that's where im at, where im going, i hope as i start to come back to myself and where i was/adjust to new medicine, i can finish any and all owed art, and focus on creating for myself for a while

but even typing the word commission sets me on edge/gives me anxiety and fills me with dread and panic, ive had to open comms/push myself to open comms because of need, and im still in need tbh, but i just can't force myself to do art when im at my limit like this

art/being creative has always been so important to me, & i have lost my spark somewhere along the way, i hope to come back a little bit stronger, i don't know if i can do commissions at all anymore, don't get me wrong, i LOVE creating art/crafts/things for people, i love the act of gifting and trade

i am doing better, things aren't necessarily better, but i am doing a little bit better at managing/handling my stressors, still working on radically accepting that i am depressed/have depression and the limits of my disability and health issues