precious creatures <3

zaddy seriously omg

yes!! queen of darkness and night, of shades and shadow <3

congrats !! How many nights did it take for you?

gorgeous orange cosmos!!

yet I get it in a way. I created cognitive structures to avoid the gender socialization, walked down pathways in which I was exceptional to the rules forced upon me

held myself separate from the gender everyone thought I was

cherished the girl that I was & kept her alive despite the death threats

I just... struggle to understand that's all. I can. I do and I listen and I learn. Sometimes we aren't blessed with the awareness or language or ways to navigate these feelings. Im a "Zillenial" so I've had awareness..

but the dysphoria was soooo strong and overwhelming since early childhood

i transitioned as a teenager so it also feels weird when I see people who made it to adulthood as one gender and then transition

I'm fortunate

but also I could not have made it that long without dying.

I did die, in a way, like the phoenix does.

and no shame no judgement to my fellow trans folx

pussy pussy pussy <3

so mote it be!

shy guy

I still want to remember him fondly. Hold the love I felt for him. He said that I couldnt love him; I said I was a fool who could love freely
I love the trees, the sun, and the moon with my whole heart, of course I could love him

and 6 years later I know it was true and real.

I may be waxing a bit poetic about him, but I'm okay with that

I truly have never felt safer than when I was with him.

Alas, I was moving away, our relations had a 2 month timer on it, and he was still sharing custody of his cat with an unstable ex.

I know we won't reunite again, and that's okay