and the wound continues to bleed

one of the last pieces of art i made over a year ago now. art was such a huge part of my life for so long,,, really i think the reason i stopped is because there's so much pressure to commercialize and make some sort of profit and career out of your art. and that pressure is just?? ugh

just watched an animated short film that sent me into a literal spiral about how im wasting my life and have become someone completely unrecognizable to myself. nice