i'm so ready AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'VE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR THE HORNET SHAKER CHARM SINCE Y'ALL ANNOUNCED IT. it was an instant buy for me...,

good luck to y'all though! i know it ain't easy, esp during the holiday season...

you have now experienced a part of why i hate(d) my job

is my inability to sit still for things or try things for a short time, get frustrated/distracted and drop it for months at a time a me thing, depression, or adhd??? who the fuck knows
desperately trying to find the thing that fixes me

this, alongside moving to Cali, does feel like a proper closing of a chapter

i'm trying not to be too excited, lest I get horrifically unlucky...

I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone how... strange it feels
I started this job a day after my dad passed away suddenly, worked in it throughout my mother's passing, and now... is it really over...?

it's the same feeling of fear and sadness and excitement that I got leaving Florida

it's really weird getting so many people giving me well-wishes... one person even got me a coffee and a muffin like goddamn 😭 idk if I deserve this kindness, y'all, it's only been like 5 months

but it is nice....

Sharing some of my thoughts from the other site but man I'm really pissed off about this shit.