so idk stay tuned maybe i’ll start documenting my joy again! right now it’s been coming in tiny bites by way of my dog sticking her tongue out while sleeping and playing nintendo with friends, but i have high hopes for the upcoming year of the snake

like my joy didn’t just disappear randomly
BUT i do need to start finding ways to get it back because WHAT THE LITERAL FUCK

and my dog got cancer and then was violently attacked and the woman who is at fault still hasn’t paid for it, and my chronic pain got so bad that i finally did something about it and surprisingly I wasn’t crazy and I do have an incurable unfixable top 10 most painful illness………

in the last six months i worked myself to bone so to speak for some political stuff i hardly even believed in but knew would be the “lesser of two evils”, and politics suck, and the election went like every worst possible way in Ohio, and my bestie moved to another continent,