her narcissistic self-aggrandizing was what made her music interesting. but then sometimes she saw herself with remarkable clarity, seemingly unknowingly and at least partially by accident

people seem to like my art so i know it's not terrible but i struggle so much with basic perspective stuff + am so reliant on tracing photos to do comics work in a reasonable timeframe

all i can do is pray that when i am outside working a deep fryer it is not 90+ degrees and sunny. but it might be

sometimes i remember im bisexual

when i discovered my little pony fanfiction on deviantart it was so over for me ever being sexually normal

i just took a bunch of benadryl ohhh suck my balls you're the breeze in my austin nights

sometimes i read posts from women online with the same physical problem, their dead bedrooms and disappointing hinge dates, and if anything it makes me feel worse. i'm not like them and i don't want to be. i don't want to resign myself to thinking of sex as something other people want from me

so many reasons for me to have a complicated relationship to sex but "it burns when i put anything in there" is high on the list

it comes and goes and i'm sure it'll get better for a while before then getting worse again but it bums me out that having an active and fulfilling sex life to the extent that i want is maybe not in the cards. not for now anyway

yeah like i am visibly trans but i also cant seamlessly assimilate into cis masculinity bc i dont look like a normal adult cis man and maybe never will

if someone jokingly told me i should detransition i would truly literally never talk to them again

tbh i do complain more than i maybe should abt my particular lot in life as a trans guy but even to me this reads like someone who needs to get better friends

pain in general really getting to me today

have a magical manul monday