i do things like setting up my work station, putting out whatever tools or supplies i need, and count that as deserving a reward in itself. later on in the day or the day after, seeing my things set up reminds me i wanted to do something and reduces the effort to get into it
January 7, 2026 at 12:56 PM
i do things like setting up my work station, putting out whatever tools or supplies i need, and count that as deserving a reward in itself. later on in the day or the day after, seeing my things set up reminds me i wanted to do something and reduces the effort to get into it
People in general need to get more mad.
You're doing gods work😤👌
You're doing gods work😤👌
December 17, 2025 at 3:12 PM
People in general need to get more mad.
You're doing gods work😤👌
You're doing gods work😤👌
reminds me of a point i saw someone make about how geordie la forge is a great example of good sci-fi, instead of a future where disabled people just don't get to exist for whatever reason, startrek imagines a future where people are given sci-fi disability aids, which is always cooler than eugenics
December 4, 2025 at 6:12 PM
reminds me of a point i saw someone make about how geordie la forge is a great example of good sci-fi, instead of a future where disabled people just don't get to exist for whatever reason, startrek imagines a future where people are given sci-fi disability aids, which is always cooler than eugenics
An old art teacher of mine (literally the only one i've had who was actually good at art and can live off it) argues that Krita has gotten good enough that it can replace csp, i'm propably switching from Csp to krita myself at some point just cuz of bullshit like this
August 19, 2025 at 7:20 PM
An old art teacher of mine (literally the only one i've had who was actually good at art and can live off it) argues that Krita has gotten good enough that it can replace csp, i'm propably switching from Csp to krita myself at some point just cuz of bullshit like this
I'm not familiar with hrb blur or gaussian blur tbh, but using blur brushes for textureing surfaces does make a lot more sense to me than for blending and gradients! Thx!
August 15, 2025 at 1:31 PM
I'm not familiar with hrb blur or gaussian blur tbh, but using blur brushes for textureing surfaces does make a lot more sense to me than for blending and gradients! Thx!
what especially is blending brushes good for? i've avoided them since i've wanted to learn to blend and do gradations manually, but at this point i wouldnt even know what i'd use a blending tool for even though it's probably very handy 😅
August 14, 2025 at 11:28 PM
what especially is blending brushes good for? i've avoided them since i've wanted to learn to blend and do gradations manually, but at this point i wouldnt even know what i'd use a blending tool for even though it's probably very handy 😅
and doing any of the things that actually makes me want to live. i'm to busy spending my time recovering to actually live my fucking life. anyways i just needed to post this somewhere, like feel like i've said it out loud without risking anyone i know irl seeing it and like... making it weird...
July 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
and doing any of the things that actually makes me want to live. i'm to busy spending my time recovering to actually live my fucking life. anyways i just needed to post this somewhere, like feel like i've said it out loud without risking anyone i know irl seeing it and like... making it weird...
like no one is willing to acknowledge that that's what being neurodivergen sometimes is. idk. work's been busy, i hate hate hate feeling unable to recover, and having to chose between spending time recovering from the workweek (a workweek most people wouldn't even notice)
July 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
like no one is willing to acknowledge that that's what being neurodivergen sometimes is. idk. work's been busy, i hate hate hate feeling unable to recover, and having to chose between spending time recovering from the workweek (a workweek most people wouldn't even notice)
And it's not even 40 hour weeks. i'm just weaker than most people. and i hate that i can't talk about the realities of what it's like being me without being told i just need to grow up by some people, and the rest of the people explaining health tips instead of listening
Anybody can interact
Anybody can interact
July 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
And it's not even 40 hour weeks. i'm just weaker than most people. and i hate that i can't talk about the realities of what it's like being me without being told i just need to grow up by some people, and the rest of the people explaining health tips instead of listening
Anybody can interact
Anybody can interact
like yeah i know self care is important but i why can't i just.. express that i feel bad about myself without getting a lecture about self care that i've heard before, and honestly understand better than most people to begin with. work's been busy and it's making me depressed.
July 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
like yeah i know self care is important but i why can't i just.. express that i feel bad about myself without getting a lecture about self care that i've heard before, and honestly understand better than most people to begin with. work's been busy and it's making me depressed.
like every second i'm not doing that work is failure. i'm failing to grow as a person. and i can't even talk to anyone about it because all everyone has to say are those platitudes and common sense advices that never really help when you're actually deep in the depression and mud of it all.
July 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
like every second i'm not doing that work is failure. i'm failing to grow as a person. and i can't even talk to anyone about it because all everyone has to say are those platitudes and common sense advices that never really help when you're actually deep in the depression and mud of it all.
I like how your rendering is developing!
June 23, 2025 at 11:18 AM
I like how your rendering is developing!
yeah that seems pretty reasonable, pretty unfair to have to choose though T.T
Also, abilify sounds like the name of a drug in a dystopic sci fi story that is just a liitle bit too on the nose for it's theming
Also, abilify sounds like the name of a drug in a dystopic sci fi story that is just a liitle bit too on the nose for it's theming
June 22, 2025 at 11:57 AM
yeah that seems pretty reasonable, pretty unfair to have to choose though T.T
Also, abilify sounds like the name of a drug in a dystopic sci fi story that is just a liitle bit too on the nose for it's theming
Also, abilify sounds like the name of a drug in a dystopic sci fi story that is just a liitle bit too on the nose for it's theming
I've been realizing that, at least to me, getting inspired is sorta a skill i need to practice and something i had to learn how to do regularily, so maybe getting mental help also means you just need to re-learn how to do it from a different mindset? Also, sorry if i'm way off base, i like your art!
June 21, 2025 at 6:32 PM
I've been realizing that, at least to me, getting inspired is sorta a skill i need to practice and something i had to learn how to do regularily, so maybe getting mental help also means you just need to re-learn how to do it from a different mindset? Also, sorry if i'm way off base, i like your art!
I recognize that bridgeman anatomy✨✨✨
May 15, 2025 at 3:26 PM
I recognize that bridgeman anatomy✨✨✨
every man should get to opt in for huge honking boy bazonkers.
May 14, 2025 at 12:24 PM
every man should get to opt in for huge honking boy bazonkers.
I'm having mixed feelings cuz i'm thinking, "wow! Tools! Ofc!! I can just use tools" but also, a part of me is thinking "no!! The lines!! I need the pretty lines to come from my own bones!!! It's only art if it costs me my blood, bones, sinews and mental health!!!"
May 4, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I'm having mixed feelings cuz i'm thinking, "wow! Tools! Ofc!! I can just use tools" but also, a part of me is thinking "no!! The lines!! I need the pretty lines to come from my own bones!!! It's only art if it costs me my blood, bones, sinews and mental health!!!"
i met someone who pointed out (ranted about) how those tezuka drawings showing furry transformation art showed people transforming as such a euphoric and happy/joyfull thing, and it's cool to see that's its kind of a pattern in his works
May 3, 2025 at 1:27 PM
i met someone who pointed out (ranted about) how those tezuka drawings showing furry transformation art showed people transforming as such a euphoric and happy/joyfull thing, and it's cool to see that's its kind of a pattern in his works