it's always hard to stay away
cutting off some social media platforms is fine, buuuuut it feels almost impossible to do so with every platform

trasgernder

I love that word so much

thank youuuuuuu

wait are you telling me I accidentally unlocked becoming one??

I always feel empty, my interests are only surface level and often change, I have no goals, no one I feel close to, I keep latching on to one thing after the other but lose interest again

but I WANT to be able to do things

rarely I have a good phase and life is actually nice. but it never lasts...

2 weeks ago I talked with the clinic again and they said they'll probably give me a call in october. so I should expect to stay there for a few weeks next month

but the closer october gets, the more anxious I become

is this really the correct choice?
but I guess it's better to try SOMETHING

for some reason I played 1 and 2 multiple times, but never tried any of the other ones

maybe I should see this as life telling me to finally try it