Having to move in a rush, packing in a week, and my heart breaking once the kids learn this is my last week has me drained. I'm gonna be crying a lot the next few days

So I impulse got lash extensions earlier this week and my observations are:
•Feels weird if I cry, or blink too hard
•application was really relaxing. Very nice 2 hrs, almost fell asleep
•complements from the kids make me happy
•CANT TOUCH MY EYES W MY FINGER. WHAT IF ITCH???
Idk if imma do it again

Words cannot describe how much I hate going clothes shopping as a plus size person. I hate going to clothing stores so much because by the time I'm done, it's cus I'm crying and gave up.

Do I post the picture I took or do i make it my new pfp 🤔

Gaming is fun. But I very much enjoy gaming with people. Even the worst games (looking at you #overwatch ) can be fun with the right people.

Is it weird that I always try to color coordinate my profiles? Like the banner I had here didn't match the pfp so I changed it. And if I change my icon on a game I have to also change everything else to match. Or a character skin and their banner...

When I was a kid I didn't really believe my mom when she talked about all the housework she did... I definitely believe her now...

I think things would be a lot easier if I had more money. Not a whole lot. Just a bit.

Ok so I work with kids who have a lot of trouble working through emotions. And I noticed that two of the kids have grown really attached to me. Normally this is a yay thing. But for them, it's a, oh no they're being too dependant. SO TODAY I HAD TO BASICALLY IGNORE THEM ALL DAY AND I ALMOST CRIED

noticing a trend in my life where many of my closest friends exude what can best be described as “muppet energy”

I MISS MY FRIENDS. WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS SO FAR. WHY ARE ADULT FRIENDS SOFAR AWAY FROM ME 😡😡😡

There's something so incredibly comforting knowing that I am known. That someone knows my favorite foods. They know how I think and feel and why I am who I am. To some degree I am important and loved and perceived and that is all I need to feel comfort.