Aren't I a lazy sod

I say I believe I find I'm not caring about myself, but what do I know. I'm just a stupid idiot who doesn't know anything and anyone. A little whiny baby

Maybe I just need to wait for Uni to start so I actually feel I have a purpose in life

Stupid for even feeling like this ngl

They bicker about it and claim they have more ass than the other (spoiler alert they're on the same level)

It's sad, isn't it?

Besides I can't date anyway and I've come to terms with that (haven't even found anyone to love). Gotta find someone and head straight to marriage.

It's just,,,, I guess I'm yearning too much for a future I may not even be able to have