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☆ tw﹒ csa , sa , abuse, recovery, intrusive, psychosis, substance, sh, ed etc.
☆ tw﹒ csa , sa , abuse, recovery, intrusive, psychosis, substance, sh, ed etc.
ill keep * until it gets close enough to kill me. i have enough reason ts time.
February 2, 2025 at 7:51 PM
ill keep * until it gets close enough to kill me. i have enough reason ts time.
like i just want ONE good thing thats untainted just ONE good thing please. just fucking one time. do i have to acc beg you. like is it that hard to acc read what i said instead of being stubborn.
January 29, 2025 at 9:29 PM
like i just want ONE good thing thats untainted just ONE good thing please. just fucking one time. do i have to acc beg you. like is it that hard to acc read what i said instead of being stubborn.
idk. im sick of how nothing can ever be talked abt w/o "dismissing my feelings" coming up & then like. more than ½ the time he says "teehee my b i didnt realize what i did was super hurtful."
January 29, 2025 at 9:29 PM
idk. im sick of how nothing can ever be talked abt w/o "dismissing my feelings" coming up & then like. more than ½ the time he says "teehee my b i didnt realize what i did was super hurtful."
for ONE thing to be better & when it finally was & i was so happy. immediately another fight. idk im so tired i think im better off on my own bc im gen v tired of it now. like i regulate splitting 4 u in less time than it took for u to fix 1 recurring problem???? i miss when i acc felt liked.
January 29, 2025 at 9:21 PM
for ONE thing to be better & when it finally was & i was so happy. immediately another fight. idk im so tired i think im better off on my own bc im gen v tired of it now. like i regulate splitting 4 u in less time than it took for u to fix 1 recurring problem???? i miss when i acc felt liked.
& all i get is being made to cry 1030499393 times a month over smth stupid when im alr borderline suicidal & insecure bc he doesnt see any hurt he does 2 me unless i scream abt it. i ask for even 1 thing ever & he crumbles bc i dont have all the confidence in the world in him rn. im begging u.
January 29, 2025 at 9:21 PM
& all i get is being made to cry 1030499393 times a month over smth stupid when im alr borderline suicidal & insecure bc he doesnt see any hurt he does 2 me unless i scream abt it. i ask for even 1 thing ever & he crumbles bc i dont have all the confidence in the world in him rn. im begging u.
i dont think i feel respected at all. i feel like everything's 2nd to feelings he has. im not even sure i want ts rs atp. i dont feel respected, im constantly seen in the worst light, theres * issues. gen begging on my hands & knees 4 like half the yr for any reason to stay
January 29, 2025 at 9:21 PM
i dont think i feel respected at all. i feel like everything's 2nd to feelings he has. im not even sure i want ts rs atp. i dont feel respected, im constantly seen in the worst light, theres * issues. gen begging on my hands & knees 4 like half the yr for any reason to stay
im prob a bad partner too but like. if i am. the only recurring bad part ive seen & am aware of is my temper & communication. its not even smth i did from the start anyway? i only got like ts after being several mess ups. no excuse. js saying thats out of the norm.
January 29, 2025 at 9:21 PM
im prob a bad partner too but like. if i am. the only recurring bad part ive seen & am aware of is my temper & communication. its not even smth i did from the start anyway? i only got like ts after being several mess ups. no excuse. js saying thats out of the norm.
gen why am i even. like. in this situation. i can js leave. if everything i do & say is always twisted as me dismissing his feelings. like. whats even the point.
January 29, 2025 at 9:21 PM
gen why am i even. like. in this situation. i can js leave. if everything i do & say is always twisted as me dismissing his feelings. like. whats even the point.
tbh. i dont rly get why what i said would hurt u. i js said oh i dont like what you said & explained why. idk why youre so defensive its not as if i said youre an evil bad person and i hate u. idk. yk what im like too is the thing so i rly dont get the reaction. tbh i want space too to reconisder
January 29, 2025 at 3:07 PM
tbh. i dont rly get why what i said would hurt u. i js said oh i dont like what you said & explained why. idk why youre so defensive its not as if i said youre an evil bad person and i hate u. idk. yk what im like too is the thing so i rly dont get the reaction. tbh i want space too to reconisder
i thought i was v concise & communicative ts time. mayb ill ask 4 an outside perspective but like. gen. i think i was much more respectful than you were to me in that convo. i wasnt attacking or aggressive? why that reaction?? i js thought what u said wasnt rly ur place to say & not appropriate
January 29, 2025 at 3:07 PM
i thought i was v concise & communicative ts time. mayb ill ask 4 an outside perspective but like. gen. i think i was much more respectful than you were to me in that convo. i wasnt attacking or aggressive? why that reaction?? i js thought what u said wasnt rly ur place to say & not appropriate
do what u want like ok whatever but queen maybe i gen dislike that im subject to more violence. like there has not been one time some1 was sweeter 2 me bc i have tits. its always been chasing me, harassing me or harming me. this isnt woman w pretty priv. im not seen as pretty. im seen as an object.
January 29, 2025 at 6:29 AM
do what u want like ok whatever but queen maybe i gen dislike that im subject to more violence. like there has not been one time some1 was sweeter 2 me bc i have tits. its always been chasing me, harassing me or harming me. this isnt woman w pretty priv. im not seen as pretty. im seen as an object.
centering men or what men find attractive when im talking abt how i gen feel like i cannot be in lit any space ever bc im almost always perceived as a woc on the bigger end & reduced down to whore who wants to get w everyone rly does nothing but tell me u base attractiveness on mens int in u
January 29, 2025 at 6:29 AM
centering men or what men find attractive when im talking abt how i gen feel like i cannot be in lit any space ever bc im almost always perceived as a woc on the bigger end & reduced down to whore who wants to get w everyone rly does nothing but tell me u base attractiveness on mens int in u
except this isnt abt how beautiful i am or am not. its purely about how sexually attractive i am to men. i cannot understand how someone can possibly see another person being dehumanised by almost every1 around them & turn around & go "but men think youre sexy" mayb i dont gaf if men want to fuck me
January 29, 2025 at 6:29 AM
except this isnt abt how beautiful i am or am not. its purely about how sexually attractive i am to men. i cannot understand how someone can possibly see another person being dehumanised by almost every1 around them & turn around & go "but men think youre sexy" mayb i dont gaf if men want to fuck me
im somehow js. completely unlikable to other ppl who i should be able 2 relate to. most ppl immediately assume im a whore. a good chunk of ppl will js straight up touch me w/o warning bc god forbid i js exist & if i ever complain ppl act like i have no right to bc its the beauty standard
January 29, 2025 at 6:29 AM
im somehow js. completely unlikable to other ppl who i should be able 2 relate to. most ppl immediately assume im a whore. a good chunk of ppl will js straight up touch me w/o warning bc god forbid i js exist & if i ever complain ppl act like i have no right to bc its the beauty standard