Like, do I give it a chance, because I want to date to marry, not just another lesson to learn. I'm getting older and I don't wanna be with the wrong person, I'd rather just be alone. There's also the fact I don't feel romantic feelings for things or people. What if that hurts him.

Like seriously this boy is:
- Sweet
- we have the same humor
- he spoils me
- he plays video games with me when I ask
- he always wants to talk to me daily even if it's just a random reel he sends, he'll send them daily.
He's bought me a whole ass laptop 😭 I really think he likes me but I'm iffy

And I feel horrible because there is this poor guy who might like me but I am aromatic. I fear I'd hurt him, it's been years since I've dated seriously and now fear I'm a red flag now. I don't wanna hurt someone who might actually care for me.

It's weird being my age, and my surrounding friends are slowly getting into relationships, changing relationships, becoming serious instead of hoeing around or divorcing, and moving on. But here I am, the baby of the group, that doesn't feel romantic shit for people, not to mention being demisexual.

Any NF fans on this app yet ? #NF #RealMusic #TheJourney