"What the hell am I doing? Why does my heart feel so heavy?"

#MochaXIV

I went on a date with the viera I was courting over the holidays. It was fun spending my time with him.

I miss him, but I always keep him in my thoughts as I power through my work in the Studium.

#MochaXIV

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬,
𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬
𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭.
- Al-Abbas Ibn Al-Ahnaf

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#MochaAU

..."Thank you Blu."

#MochaXIV

𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝; 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐥 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲.
-John Fowles

[AU]

Today was my first day as a mermaid. The fey hath blessed me with magics to turn my legs to fins.

I have learned a lot from my new colleagues and made new friends. I'm glad.

...I fell asleep again. The water was very relaxing.

I decided to take a break from my research and went out for food.

Maybe a heavy meal will help me fall asleep.

Sleep still eludes me. I cannot fathom why I do not feel tired.

A rare picture of me a years back. I looked so young before.