Ive experienced this years ago already but Im still not used to it. Should I be thankful Im faring well or guilty??

It feels surreal that the weather is so good today and people are going back to work normally while some families are suffering and grieving for lives lost and hard earned properties destroyed.

Being away from my fam is making me think negatively rn. I can't go home coz the routes are not yet fixed...i also dont wanna be another person consuming resources back home. Just existing is making me guilty rn.

Another super typhoon is coming again this weekend. Our power is not even back yet. I havent come back to work for 3 days and it's eating mentally. I want my normal days back drowning in work.

Our island was struck by a strong earthquake early October and now this week a devastating typhoon almost wiped some communities. The towns I grew up in suffered a lot. Death tolls are rising. Like shit the epicenter of last month's earthquake had an aftershock after the typhoon 😭

I dont like concerning myself with numbers coz it makes me spiral downwards but I cant help noticing it 😅 and I shamelessly admit, I like the serotonin boost. I hold every comment and nice feedback to my heart. I may reply nonchalantly but trust me, I squeal irl from compliments.