mordred and nier 😭 this is on brand of me

trying to see what apps i could use.... i'd love pen and paper but it's not an option because privacy is non existent in this house :x + i use my notes app for oc notes and writing and prefer to keep it that way. i'll start it next year on microsoft word perhaps

it's just hard to contain and be alone with my thoughts but it also makes for good writing practice. i've been obsessed with my OCs bc it kinda acts like a filter to my actual "raw" feelings that's safer to share

IM GOING THRU IT internalized homophobia + mental illness + severe catholic trauma wombo combo you guys im like the opposite of horny rn

im terrible at socmed the only one i check everyday is tiktok to keep up w streaks lol

same goes for mayumi who also started off as a yonah expy but she's the one i had less trouble developing she's honestly really fun to write and i have a lot of (fucked up but exciting) plans for her

so faking dramatic omggggg

like i have lore justification on how mordred transitioned but with rein its just vibes