Sometimes the toxic person is your friend in your workplace 😔

My friend is talking like Person B is still bothering them. 😭. They are always asking about Person B and making fun. I really feel bad for Person B, because they didn't mean anything bad. It's just a mistake and I'm sure Person B is willing to correct it, if they just guided them properly [6]

At first, I'm answering my friend's question of "What -person B- doing in your office?" "Are they doing these things again?" And blah blah. But later on, it becomes annoying for me. Like, please stop talking about them, because they are no longer in your office dawg. 😭 [6]

They are kind, active, and obedient to our boss. I saw the flaw they are talking about her, for it's bearable. Common mistake. And I totally understand it because it's normal to make mistakes. So the month passed. Here is the thing I want to YAP about. My friend or Person A obsession to Person B. [5

Which is a good reason to replace Person B. So person A, tell us all of the things Person B did in their Office. We believe in those shit. And the interesting part is Person B is assigned to the same office where I am. And what I can say is, Person B is a kind person. [5]

Person B got replaced by Person A. A lot of people got confused and surprised especially Person B. Because they said when you get assigned to a certain office, it's hard to move you to another place. IT HAPPENED BECAUSE THEIR OFFICE REQUESTED IT TO ADMIN AND SAID PERSON B HAVE POOR PERFORMANCE [4]

We got accepted, and blah blah. So Person A, my friend still has contact with their supervisor and their supervisor is telling a story about Person B. That Person B had a poor performance and they didn't like the personality of Person B. So what happened next is [3]

These interns are actually getting paid already and working like an actual employee of the company. So this Person B, is deployed in the office of person A. Person A will be replaced by Person B. Anddd fast-forward, we applied to this company again as interns to get more experience... (2/(?))

I'm trying my best to help myself, building motivational things for myself. But just a small thing happen, everything shattered immediately

I WANT TO BE COOL LIKE HIMMEL. SPREAD GOOD WORDS WITH OTHER PEOPLE. I WANT TO INSPIRE OTHER PEOPLE LIKE HIM 😭

But maybe I should be kind to myself first 🥹, AHAHAH

Because I always view myself as "bad person", "worthless", "immature".

I think I should embrace those things first and work on them.

"But you can go back anytime in drawing when you feel like it.." Yes, but it's just frustrating for me. Because I should be sketching during these times but here I am stuck in a room.