Thank you very much! 🙏🏼🥹

Everyone feeling very generous 🔥

#nsfw #bg3vp

Eldari belongs to @ajsemprini.bsky.social 💞

Tennen has impeccable taste! 🍑✨👌🏼😍

Thank you very much! 🖤☺️

Thank you, dear! I appreciate your encouragement very much, even though it must seem that I never change. 🫂 I’m just so easily discouraged and distracted and have so little self esteem. But I’m still trying to muddle through. I’ve been planning to work on our trade soon - I haven’t forgotten! ❤️☺️

Thank you so much. ❤️😭🫂 I really do long to feel like enough as just myself. It’s my natural analytical inclination to constantly adjust myself according to circumstantial variables. But it’s like I don’t have a cap, don’t know how to stop. I think a little change of perspective is needed to regroup.

This means the world. 😭 Thank you dear. I’m feeling like things will be okay. Breaks and space are good and the time will help me connect with what and who matters most. Thank you for your kindness and wisdom! ❤️🫂

Thank you for this, truly. Your kind words and offer. I may take you up on that sometime. I plan to still haunt about Discord, and maybe share some things here if I get a wild hair! History suggests that the mental real estate reclamation/reallocation will do wonders. 🤞🏼☺️

but like any wretched creature, I have my own tastes, thoughts, preferences and feelings, and am my own weird freak who can never be liked by everyone no matter how much I grovel and beg

it feels that when I try to be with other people, everything that is me has to come last forever #nsfw

pithy enough, jolly enough, descriptive enough, coy enough, lewd enough, chaste enough, enough of anything, anything for anyone ever, at least by my own estimations. and I can't trust that anyone wants me without constant effort, earning it, proving it, selling it, and I hate lying #nsfw