Quils
@mistressquils.bsky.social
Former Mistress | Personal Posts | Reclusive Coffee Enjoyer
If you are here with the hope I provide anything to you then you've already misunderstood the purpose.
I know you better than you know yourself~
If you are here with the hope I provide anything to you then you've already misunderstood the purpose.
I know you better than you know yourself~
The despair at the realization that I haven't eaten anything in three whole days
February 18, 2026 at 11:04 PM
The despair at the realization that I haven't eaten anything in three whole days
If I. Did not. Have. Streaming as a. Hobby. I would. Be. Completely. Mute at this. Point. Have not spoken. To anyone. In several weeks
February 18, 2026 at 4:25 AM
If I. Did not. Have. Streaming as a. Hobby. I would. Be. Completely. Mute at this. Point. Have not spoken. To anyone. In several weeks
I am. So. Fed up with. People
February 12, 2026 at 2:24 AM
I am. So. Fed up with. People
I have spent so much time in arknights endfield
January 30, 2026 at 6:47 PM
I have spent so much time in arknights endfield
I am alone so often I sometimes forget how to talk entirely for a few minutes when people address me.
January 26, 2026 at 4:09 AM
I am alone so often I sometimes forget how to talk entirely for a few minutes when people address me.
And yet I continue to persist
January 20, 2026 at 6:55 PM
And yet I continue to persist
Even my "pets" can't maintain consistent communication let alone any of my partners. The notion that I could ever trust my heart to anyone genuinely is laughably absurd
January 15, 2026 at 11:47 PM
Even my "pets" can't maintain consistent communication let alone any of my partners. The notion that I could ever trust my heart to anyone genuinely is laughably absurd
Being told by people that they want to provide a love I never have to doubt is the biggest red flag. I'm already mentally preparing for your inevitable abandonment.
January 15, 2026 at 8:20 AM
Being told by people that they want to provide a love I never have to doubt is the biggest red flag. I'm already mentally preparing for your inevitable abandonment.
I grow tired of people making promises to me they are incapable of keeping. People in general disgust me.
January 15, 2026 at 8:17 AM
I grow tired of people making promises to me they are incapable of keeping. People in general disgust me.
It's a double edged sword, my desire for attention and my distain to be put on impossibly high pedestals.
January 14, 2026 at 6:24 PM
It's a double edged sword, my desire for attention and my distain to be put on impossibly high pedestals.
Narcissistic and conceded thought of the day.
But historically the data points towards the notion that no one will ever be capable of meeting me on equal footing in any endeavor. Should I just give up on people as a whole?
But historically the data points towards the notion that no one will ever be capable of meeting me on equal footing in any endeavor. Should I just give up on people as a whole?
January 14, 2026 at 6:00 PM
Narcissistic and conceded thought of the day.
But historically the data points towards the notion that no one will ever be capable of meeting me on equal footing in any endeavor. Should I just give up on people as a whole?
But historically the data points towards the notion that no one will ever be capable of meeting me on equal footing in any endeavor. Should I just give up on people as a whole?
The amount of mental strain I put myself through for others is taking an incredibly dangerous toll on my health.
January 9, 2026 at 5:53 PM
The amount of mental strain I put myself through for others is taking an incredibly dangerous toll on my health.
Undecidedly - and seemingly against my will? I have acquired several "pets" recently. Will I ever truly be rid of the title Mistress and the proclivities that come with it?
January 9, 2026 at 2:15 PM
Undecidedly - and seemingly against my will? I have acquired several "pets" recently. Will I ever truly be rid of the title Mistress and the proclivities that come with it?
Often times I wish I could just turn off my emotions. The unfortunate reality of having become too soft for this world. And for my previous line of work.
January 7, 2026 at 4:26 PM
Often times I wish I could just turn off my emotions. The unfortunate reality of having become too soft for this world. And for my previous line of work.
It's cute that you actually believe the lies spilling out of that silly little head of yours
January 6, 2026 at 7:51 PM
It's cute that you actually believe the lies spilling out of that silly little head of yours
People are horrible little things. Undeserving of the care and love they so desperately plead for.
January 6, 2026 at 7:38 PM
People are horrible little things. Undeserving of the care and love they so desperately plead for.
I see all the care and effort you pour into trying to understand and love me. You are cherished beyond time itself.
November 8, 2025 at 8:23 PM
I see all the care and effort you pour into trying to understand and love me. You are cherished beyond time itself.
Such a siren, keep luring one of my GFs back to bed for snuggles
November 8, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Such a siren, keep luring one of my GFs back to bed for snuggles
The sheer amount of pain and stress I'm putting my body through well not end well for me. The abuse will catch up to me sooner or later. Not looking forward to paying that cost in the long term.
June 10, 2025 at 2:23 PM
The sheer amount of pain and stress I'm putting my body through well not end well for me. The abuse will catch up to me sooner or later. Not looking forward to paying that cost in the long term.
Honestly, she's been absolutely incredible to me since day one.
April 8, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Honestly, she's been absolutely incredible to me since day one.
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Mostly over the withdrawals. Symptoms minimal.
February 26, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Mostly over the withdrawals. Symptoms minimal.
Falling asleep in a call listening to my friend yap about unity for 3 hours.
February 26, 2025 at 6:55 AM
Falling asleep in a call listening to my friend yap about unity for 3 hours.
Body still going through withdrawals. Physically I am very unwell and in immense pain.
February 18, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Body still going through withdrawals. Physically I am very unwell and in immense pain.
The rampant drug abuse is taking it's toll on my body. I don't think we remain intact from this.
February 18, 2025 at 10:54 AM
The rampant drug abuse is taking it's toll on my body. I don't think we remain intact from this.