I feel I'm being punished because I'm willing to be more flexible and make a higher effort to ensure we reguarly engage with kink together.

That if I reduced my effort in these areas, that she'd be more interested in engaging in certain types of play with me she hasn't wanted to before.

Being told this left me feeling odd and instantly very disconnected, and bought up some bad previous feelings of being 'less important' than this other partner and a lower priority.

But then she told me about how she'd had a scene with another parter who used a toy she didn't like but she let them use it as its their favourite toy and that they get less opportunities to engage in kink play, so she was more willing to bend her limits for them and that scene.

A big trigger was some recent talks we've had about how I feel like some specific wants of mine are completely off the table, that I share pretty much all of her kinks but I have some things I really enjoy which she has either said no to or shown zero interest in engaging with.

I had a good talk with the person involved about how I've been feeling and they've apologised for actions that have lead to me feeling like this, but I feel like I'm still lacking something to close out the feelings in my head and I'm unsure what I need to move forward.

Oh pup 💕 I'm so sorry to hear that. But of all people I know who listen to what their body needs it's you. So please rest up 💕

Maybe drop me a text when you're feeling a bit better and more energised and we can organised a big fisting extravaganza sometime soon 💕

Want me to bring you some of my ADHD meds to give you a energy kick tonight at Imaginarium? 👀

My little uma needs these!

Welcome to the club ✌️💕

Sadly I think if I asked for a reenactment at Imaginarium we'll get in trouble 😂

.... If you want to record this proof and send it to me on WhatsApp I'd be a very happy pup seeing this 👀

Wear them to work.

👀