what doesn't help is there's comments like "I KNOW it's transphobic because of the way that gross character is drawn" and its like bruh, the MAJORITY of background characters are ugly lmao

i genuinely dont understand how they could see the most "look at this awkward fat greasy guy anime convention encounter joke" and go "this is somehow making fun of trans people"

i miss having folks i could talk to

At this point if I become a big enough burden before my 30s I am biting the bullet early.

I can’t anymore I fucking can’t anymore. I’m fucking spiralling.

I’ve already lost so much fucking vision from this shit. I can’t fucking legally drive now. I can’t fucking head out at night on my fucking own now. I might need to fucking get myself a white cane in a few years.

I’m ONLY FUCKING 25 YEARS OLD MAN

“Take these meds that slow your blindness from spreading.

Oh hey if you don’t take them you’ll also be in fucking agonizing pain”

Like what the fuck do I even do at this point bro. Do I just fucking drink bleach not to deal with the eye pain anymore? What the fuck man

Basically can't use my fucking bike cause how am I going to fucking park it safely. And now my eyes are going to get fucking worse again.

This is a long shot. But if anyone wants to help me out even if it's just a tiny bit, any amount would help www.paypal.com/paypalme/jon...

Basically can't use my fucking bike cause how am I going to fucking park it safely. And now my eyes are going to get fucking worse again.

This is a long shot. But if anyone wants to help me out even if it's just a tiny bit, any amount would help www.paypal.com/paypalme/jon...

And I feel like its only gonna get worse as I get older.

I don't care if the side effects are seeing shadow people, or ticks, or not eating.

im tired. im tired of the constant struggles, the constant having to do triple the fucking work of a normal fucking person, doing shit I know I'm good at at such a slow fucking pace for some goddamn reason.

i thought i was getting better but it aint.

to be honest I had a really bad day at work today, so I'm just trying my damnest to find a more positive outcome from a god awful day. The worst thing to do is be negative when you're feeling negative.